just.me.

bahx

2005-04-02T20:59:00.000-08:00

had bbq yesterdae with 402 peeps. before that went to jas house to do all the stuff. lolx. fun.. when we fry the beehoon, no more gas. lolx. then we call the person to come and change. wahahaz. -.-" bbq was fun. at least, get to see the peeps that i seldom see.

hmmz. went for dance on sat. somehow the atmosphere is abit weird? sometimes i feel so out of place or rather left out? i just dunno know wht's wrong. seems like everything is straining. smiles on my face are just sometimes so fake. did something just happen tt i dun noe? i really dont noe. hais.

well, its a sun.. im so sleepy n tired. my eyebags are showing. they are so oblivious. im tired. really tired. i need a good rest. but when? went for 'qing ming' just now... went to pray my grandfather. someone who is a chirstian. someone whom ive only seem the first 3 yrs of my life. someone whom i have vivid images of. someone who i most hear of. someone who i respect. yeah, my grandfather is a christian. but my family is not. not so sure why either.

will be going for my poly's class bbq later. hope everythings fine. im going malaysia tml. well, let's hope it will be fun. bless everybody to be fine.

woohoo!

2005-03-31T08:10:00.000-08:00

exams are over yesterdae. days to enjoy are here. woohoo!

went out with jz yesterdae.simple yet enjoyable. =) .

todae, heh heh. went out with wei and jas to far east. had long john and something stupid happen. i was sms-ing aft we finish and decided to walk out of the shop not knowing infront of me is a piece of glass i walk towards it. lolx. i tot is the way out. hahaha. wei shouted " eh eh eh" thrice but i didnt hear it until the last one which is the loudest and luckily i didnt bang into the glass. its so EMBRASSING! pengz. those ppl eating there was luffin lor. the wei say one guy control is laughter by starring at his food. wah ! was so ps liao, wei still sit there and luff and luff. -.-" thanks ah! lolx. haha. we walk around far east. the went to ps. then we went to tampiness. lolx. in the bus there saw this cute lil boy boy and we played with him lolx. reached tm. waited for sebas and jz. after tt we went to had pizza hut!! zhi kun came after tt and altogether. it costed $80+ and who paid it? JZ! omg.. =p .. hahaha. he poor thing la. got to pay for all of us. lolx. thanks alot wor! *hugs*

pure fun these few days. now, i wanna change blog skin and pack my room!

tml .. MORE FUN! woooo~ =)

2005-03-29T03:20:00.000-08:00

i dump shit and nonsense on my management paper.

oh yeahz.

tml is the last paper.

woo. freedom.outings.fun.overseas trip.here i come.....

boos

2005-03-28T19:11:00.000-08:00

management sucks. -.-"

ive decided to close e books and not mug for it anymore. its getting no where when ur pathetic brain can onli absorb so much and u keep forcing stuff inside. eh. managment toks abt... bounded rationalilty in decision making.. thus, information overload.. tt's why cannort make rational decision. then.............. can they spare us with all the rememorising of these theory stuff. hais.

so dead.... i want to get down and over with the exams.. oh.. bless me.. tt ill be fine... -.-"

to anyone who is reading my blog .. good luck for ur exams ehx.. =)

bahx.

2005-03-27T20:05:00.000-08:00

my whole body is feeling so achy.

slept at 1030pm last night. woo. haha. keep waking up cause lotsa of smses keep flowing. =/ but everytime i want to reply, i just feel back to sleep. im so sleepy cum tired. i slept so early tt i didnt even tok to jz on e phone. lolx. so sorrrryyy~ haha.

finally econs is over. 2 more to go. endure. strained my neck while doing my econs paper. how great can tt be . im so sleepy now. i realise the more i sleep the more sleepy i get!!! hais. still got management to mug for and management is the most sucky module.

bah. heh heh. yawwn. sleeepy. im hungry. waiting for zt to come back frm school. haisyoOo. alrighto, i cant stand it anymore. i SHALL SLEEP NOW! bahx. -.-"

tralallazz

2005-03-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

tRalalalazz...

its a saturday today but i keep thinking tt its a sunday. hahaha. not to sure why either.

hmmz. im left with one more chapter of econs. before i can all over again. hooz. bmgt... haha.. four more. wah shit lei. bmgt does nothing good to you except killing more of ur brain cells. for accounts. heh. im not so sure lei. haha. 50%? hais. just hope tt accounts dun come out some funny stuff larz.

hmmz. cant wait for the papers to come. i wanna get done and over with it. and enjjooYyy. ohh .. enjoy... traaalllaaaalllaaazzzzz

-gone-

pls..

2005-03-24T10:22:00.000-08:00

oh god. next week are the exams.

and im left with tons to studee. shit me. time is nv enuff! argh! cant wait for the exams to end. freedoOoom! hmmz. cant wait for tt bbq to come next fri. =) .. miss the bird fam lotsa.

pls blessed tt im able to finish my revision! *cross fingers* ahhh... alrighto. back to mugging....

-gone-

glad.

2005-03-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

jz,

thank you for all the wonderful things u did. indeed, u prove the importance of ur presence in my life once again. thank you once again. *hugs* =)

-yanz

oh no. im so in love with shi yan bing ( ben) 's song. "hello angel" anddddddddd "wang bu liao" oh no! .. hahahaha.. >.<

friends.

2005-03-22T04:29:00.000-08:00

friends are for life.

=)

ouch.

2005-03-21T08:19:00.000-08:00

god. just hit my leg against my table. -.-" the pain is..... just fine.. o well, beahx.

came across this meaningful statement.. here is goes:

"nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent"
- President Calvin Coolidge

interesting eh?

well well, study break is here. lolx. i haben start on my accounts yet! howwwwww! ? tml is the not so welcoming BCA. hands on with the lappy. hais. just hope i dun freak out. lolx.

bleahx. o well, i dun now how to celebrate my bday! wanted to book the chalet at sentosa ... but.... i called the place todae.. oh well, theyve closed down!.. cheers to em!!! haha.. still put such a nice webby for it.. even its gone... update the webby !!! >.<"

dear xy cant make it for my bday. yeah.. she's caught up with her ogl camp. brrr! hahaha. i forgive u this once.. i tell u.. no more next time ahh! =p hmmz.. i guess i hab no choice but having it at pasir ris... provided the ideal of having a chalet is still in my list.... *winks*

back to hit the books.. gone!

hehe..

2005-03-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

kaiyan is so stress.

how come so much things happen. feel so irritated abt it. i want to help the whole situation but i dun noe how to go abt doing it. why is this so? depressed. there's so little tt i can do. want to write everything here but rather not. if not things will get more n more n more complicated.

no matter wht. thank you jz for being there for me lar. =x although, when u asked wht is happening.. and i say nothing.. u consolled me. thanks for the uncountable things u do. e.g sending me back home although u stay all the way in tampinese... u gotta drive here then back there... =/ ... heez... thanks for calling my hp non-stop to wake me up to go to school. hahaha. thanks for the things u gave me. thanks for your understanding.. blar blar blar..

well, hahahaha.. jz having his lion dance training. *yawn* so tired. been studying. oh yeah. studying. something i miss. =x . hahahaz. tot of going to zt's house to study but she went out with her mom. oh well, shall stay at home and tt's wht i do for the whole of todae. im totally pissed off. how come whenever there is test or exams there's surely some renovation at my block! ahhhh! this has been happening since my O levels. why am i tt unlucky? yeah.. the drilling sounds are such as arse. i probably got use to the driliing sound tt i think its some kind of nice rock music. yeah.. ~ craps. lolx.

sometimes i dunno wht is happening to mummy. perharps she is so stressed out with her work. closing accounting period. she got so pissed of with little stuff and it seems she like she is habing pms everyday. oh well, ill just tolerate. wahahahaz.

pp dance performance is over. haha. over quite a long time ler. its over. lesser stress but i missed it. everyone staying so late just to practice. i miss LT 26? altough its scary in there! lolx. pp just put everyone together. remembered aft the performance we hugged each other and cry. for all the hard work we've put in.... we cried.... ='( oh well.. we had lots of fun.. =) i must really thank mummy for allowing me to put much of my time in dance. and she supported me.

bahx.. shall go and hit my books ler..........................

bahx

2005-03-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

bahx. haben been blogging (again)

so many things happen recently. all revolving about friends and stuff. wht's the prob!!! -.-"

finally the project period are over for good! can at last take a deep deep breath the past one month was like panting over dance, assignments, project.

somehow i think my management teacher isnt tt good to be a teacher lar. -.-" wasnt tt happy with her on thurs, but remain quiet... pheee! the scence was quite exciting when jas and wei told her off. hahahahaz. wonder y i kept quiet too. haha. lack of sleep = no energy i guess. hahahaz.

feeling more and more committed to dance ler.dunno why also? feel like learning as much dance as possible. -.-". so many things happening thr. *chiang*. always got caught in between. politics stuff. wht to do. this is life~ sometimes i realise life is not that complicated? just that some ppl think it in a too complex way, which result in a more complicated life to others and do even noe it? hais hais hais hais. hope no one will get influenced this way or that ba.

hee! so happy i meet up with zhiting tt day! its like since when i really see her and tok to her. the last time was at my performance but wasnt able to tok to her much also. till that day. had mac at imm. then we tok and tok and tok. endless topics. felt much better toking to her about i feel about my other friends and stuff. and realise, how many of such friends do u hab? not many right? zhiting, really thank you for being there when i need you. not forgetting xinyi and ai wee lar. hahaha. =x still remember in sec school, at tt time, i got pissed off with tt guy, and we all got stuck in both the female toilets and male toilet. wahahaz. thanks for being there for consoling me, accompanying me, cooling me down etc. really love yoou guys alot. although seldom see each other much. but.. u guys are always in my heart? wahahahahahaz. aiya.. onli u guys noe the real kai yan larz. =D

zhiting and xy!!!! remember the times we went to jec the chinese restaurant to hab our delicious fav porridge. lets go thr again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must kiez?! let's go beach again. hais. i miss the outings we all had together!! bahx. hahaha.. enuff of all this rou mah stuff! >.< "

for now. i wish for a good completed life. with my studies, family, friends, dance and lastly (jz) . dun think u are nt important u are in one way or another.. =)

hahahahaha.. enuff of my craapings liao laaa!

hais.

2005-03-03T08:47:00.000-08:00

been like ages ever since i wrote in here. -.-"

lotsa of stuff happening around me.
got to know jz for coming one month ler.just wanna say. im happy to noe him.someone whom can really make me happy! =)

well, been rushing for projects. assignments and lastly my dance performance. everyday 16 hrs spend in sch. 8 hrs at home. and wht! my father went m'sia todae and i dun even noe! its like, am i a good daughter?! hais.

going to spend the weekends outside home again. partly is to do the dance stuff.

something good happened to me todae. my laptop is gone! bahx. nahz. it was sent to mel for repair and i wont get it till god knows when and sadly all my project stuff is inside my lappy shit. i dunno how am i going to do my business management project and my MYOB project. deaded!!! hais.

mayb its my fault. nv keep the laptop in time. hais. was having dance practice again todae. somehow im not myself. cause was really sad abt the laptop thing le. then was really tired. need to change 5 times. not tt im complaining just tt my mood wasnt right.

when to the changing room at the end and broke down while talking to jz on the phone. came out with my tears all dried up. just feel so stressed. so many things to remember and do and so little time. hais. perharps im useless!! somehow, i realise how many ppl in dance is committed? .. me .. dawn... still got who?... who knoes wht will happen.. but aft so many things hab happened. got much much closer with dawn alot ba.. =)

went back to the clubhse. saw jas. she broke down. i see her like tt.. i also dunno how to an wei her. cause i wasn't feeling right. she's feeling stressed. cheer up girl!! i controlled my tears when i saw her. feel like gushing out all the tears. but.. just controlled.

jz told me he wont be sending me home. but last min.. a yes! he sent me home. cause he noe i wasnt feeling right. he knew something happened and insisted on meeting me.. so he came and fetched me home. he cheered me up. thanks alots! =)

hais. kaiyan is depressed and sad and down and wht wht wht!!!! BUT is happy to noe JZ =)

reached home .. my mother asked me." do you think its worth it? dancing all day and stressing yourself?" i just remained quiet. told her a "yes" ... she nv say much and say.. " just dun neglect your studies" .. i noe my parents are always giving me support. ... thanks dad and mom .. i loved you...

i missed my family.. esp my brother... last weekend saw him for just an hr . sad. he just came back frm his torturous training and didnt even hab the time to show any concern for him. im a bad sister.. and yes. ive been neglecting my friendz. oh well, zt, xy, aw.. etc etc.. sry if i dun hab time for you guys.. >.< ..

bahx.. hais.. going to end here.. goinf to rush for assignements ler.. GONE!

hmm

2005-02-13T09:40:00.000-08:00

yeahz.almost coming to 10 days and i didnt blog.

anyway, eve of v day. went to deliver flowers. was fun.had a tour around singapore.went to orchard to sell flowers at night.sales was damn bad. anyway, hope tml will be a better day.

jz send angel, xy and me back. haha. he had a hard time finding the route cause he lives at tampinese! lolx. bahx. felt so bad to trouble him. bbbrrr. i reached home ay exactly 12. went home. he called me again. hahaha. askin me abt the flowers.went down again to pass him the flowers. gave me money. lolx. charged him cheaper. then in the end! the gave the flowers back to me. -.-" plus another bouquet of chocolate rocher and 2 bear. hmm. -.-" kinda touched.

something happened too. or rather. many things happened. im not too sure how am i suppose to face them. hais.

to everyone out thr! happy vday. =) love u , all my friends! =D

hehehe

2005-02-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

im so happy todae!

cause things heben quite bad. as in how im feeling and such stuff.was feeling tt im behave differently infront of different ppl? infront of bird fam and lame and crap like no one's business. like damn siao. thenn infront of wei they all, i feel tt im more a serious person? like im nt able to let loose myself. like so stern. so cold.which is so nt kai yan? hais. but i dunno why its like this? hmzmzz

went for dance in the morning at 9 - 5 . learned and keep practicing for the AP dance. hmmz. i realise something? i admire mei yan alot? mei yan.. is our dance senior. she is a really great dancer. she looks fierce. but when she teach us, she got alot of patience. and i can see theres lotsa of dancing talents within her. *envy*. took the same bus back home with her, she is really a nice person la, she is nt so fierce aft all. hahaha. happy knowing her.

reached home went to bathed and went for reunion dinner at imm long beach. 10 cost. =x omg. so full lorhz. it was with my grandma and my father's side of relatives. lolx. full full full. ended at 815 pm though. took the imm bus to jp and meet the gang. =)

ahahaha.. saw bird family and we starting crapping. lolx. fun fun fun. luff till kee siao lorhz. then keep taking pictures also.. lolx. take n take and take. lolx.. todae add anorther 2 bird family. lolx
let me introduce the bird family

1) kim sua - phil bird
2) alvin- pui (fat) bird =X
3) tai ge - kk bird
4) bao ling - lady bird
5) jasmine - sha b bird
6) kai yan - "orh" (black) bird
7) wei jie - bo bird
8) liping - da tou bird
9) pei yi - bai bird
10) seng chong - lame bird
11) wei xiang - sang (skinny) bird
12)tysr harn - pia bird

yeahz.. lolx.. will upload the pics when alvin and liping sent me the pics.. =D love bird faml lotsa! you guys rocks.

hmmzz

2005-02-01T23:53:00.000-08:00

finally my accounts paper and my econs paper are over. one more to go with which is bca (business computer application) the one which i dreaded the most. shitty. abt the test scope. its thoery stuff abt excel. cant they make it in a practical way. shit. theory. -.-" "how are u going to do the if conditoning" then we must explain all the steps? this is stupid >.<

hehz. felt so terrible the past 2 days. monday aft accounts paper went to imm with zt. bought a top.cool. its nice. we both drank sugar cane water.then we went back. aft which, my stomach is feeling o so weird. got this airy feeling within. and its like i can vomit anytime. took 2 bottles of poh zai yun. felt much better. but the stupid feeling came back again the next morning. its so bad i decided i cant go for dance. so i rested at home. zt sms me saying tt she is sick!! hais. same symtoms as mine. so i was wondering if its the sugar cane water. -.-" but there might be some fallancy in it if i were to assume its the sugar cane fault. shit. the vomit feeling hang almost the whole day. cheers to kaiyan. i tot i were dying. -.-" . heh heh. anyway, had anorther 2 bottles of poh zai yun again and yeah, i felt much much much better this morning. i tot i would vomit on my econs paper todae. =x

tml going to orchard. a yes! wahahz. haben been thr for a month or longer le? hehz.. gonna get more clothes for new yr. although there's already more than 3 sets le.. hahahaha. aiyaz. let me spend some money. release stress! >.<>

bleahz. im alil hungry. and great! i haben touch bca for the whole of last week's study break. -.-" its something which make me sleep.

hmmz. i wonder why sometimes some girls just freak me out manz. -.- get to noe someone who keep worrying tt she cant be attached? and keep thinking tt she is ugly no ones like her? and keep thinking who will like her etc ? .my god! get a life man! you wont die without guys. let nature take its course. like so wht like tt .. keep thinking when to get attached. its like so... i dunno how to say? yi lai nan ren. u got more things to do then to think of such stuff. study la. u dun hab the education, keep thinking of guys also no use right. it brings u to nowhere.

its like so wht if u are alone. so wht vday u gotta spend it alone. so wht. hais yoOoooo!... really dun understand her. like so.. not my style.. hais yoOooooo.... -.-" if u are my close friend i will slap u hard on ur face and wake up!.. stop being so dreamy laa.. here u are in ur present life. make full use of it.. think of such useless stuff is a waste of time!!!! aiyoOoox

hahahz.. bleahz.. anyway.. ill shall stop here..lolx.. going to get a nap. bca can wait lolx.

flowers

2005-01-31T09:42:00.000-08:00

hey peeps.

any who want to get flowers for vday do contact me!!!
they are all at good prices! =)

yanz_gal@hotmail.com!

thanks alotz..

family

2005-01-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

felt so restless, cant concentrate while reading my accounts notes so wht for continue. hahaz. went to the living room and accompanied my parents. chatted and stuff. my eyes set upon our family portrait. my father happened to go out to it and adjust the positioning of the picture. when he is doing tt, i realise, how fatherly my father is... (dont know if i make sense saying this) hahaha.

then i start to wonder, isnt it amazing... how a few people get to stay together under a roof. they were all strangers in the begining. for example, the parents, im sure they are strangers after which they fell in love and get married. next, came the little ones. they came to the world as strangers to the parents. strangers with a different meaning.. its someone new with great affection, and love.. and together their relationship were strong and yet continue to be stronger.. which comes to family ties.. isnt it wonderful?

aft thinking so much, realise my family is really impt to me.. so u guys out thr.. treassure them . =/ .. heez.. =)

hmmz..

2005-01-29T08:42:00.000-08:00

its a saturday . nah. its a sunday.

i didnt do any studyin on saturday!!!! omg. all i do was dance + sleep + eat...

anyway, wei and xy is sick. hais. both of ya do take care of urself.

im not so sure why either. but out of a suddent i tot of him. mq. i wonder why we get together in the first place. it was oblivious tt both of us werent ready to get together cause we didnt noe each other tt well yet? sometimes i wonder, during the breakup what is he thinking abt? i still dun understand his hack care attitude towards it. he seems like he dun bother? well, its over. hack should i care now.

my mom knew abt me and him aft the breakup. she asked why we arent together anymore. i hestitate to give an ans. no choice but to say. " i dunno.. not ready i guess" . what a lame ans. the reason of us breaking up, im not sure either. blame on my impluse action. part of me didnt regret doing so, i wonder wht ill be like if im still with him. rushing for projects test dance and i still hab to juggle time for him. nah. at least i got my time to myself now. and abt the regretful part. yeah.. there's less one person in ur life tt cares for u. and someone who u can rely on? but worry nt eh.. i still got my family and friends..

its coming to a month aft a breakup. yeahz. had some oppunity to get into some relationship but somehow im not ready. the tot of getting into one seems so reluctant. not so sure why either. mayb tired? bored? dun ready? a big question mark ??? haz. well well.. its hard to find a good person i guess. it takes time...

anyway. not to get u guys confuse here. my feelings for mq is as dead as a dead man's heartbeat. things as bad as i thought. i wonder why sometimes i able to get over a relationship so easily like a week or two. feelings fade. perharps i constantly tell myself not to cry for a guy who is not worth my love? i love giving advices to ppl who is out of love. not so sure why either. love.. dunno how to xplain it..

love . its exciting.boring.sad.happy.enjoyable.tearful.painful...... blar .. im lazy to type. -.-

off to study!!

urgh.

2005-01-28T09:18:00.000-08:00

urgh. im so disgusted with myself. -.-

went out of awhile just now, mainly to accompany my mom to the chinese medical clinic at his house there. i was shit. of all places why his house. i was freaking worried tt ill bump into him. but o heaven yes. i didnt. =/ . after tt we mainly went to had our dinner. and get new yr stuff.

now, when i reached home. damn. i cant sign into msn. shit. i cant load the friendster page either. shit. i was freaking out. asked my bro abt it. his has the same result. -.- . hais. i feel so uneasy without being able to logged on to the internet. i got this damn feeling. im addicted. addicted not guys but the internet. shitty. great. guess ill control my online limits. -.- .

hehz. im going crazy! my stomach isnt feel all so right now. there's this airy feeling going inside. damn. its irritating. bleahx. had my all time fav stomach medicine - poh zai yun . guess it will be fine. let's hope...

blooks..

2005-01-27T21:11:00.000-08:00

just came back frm sch. feeling alil sleepy though. but gotta study. -.-

realise my common test is on monday, wednesday and thursday. i had a break on tuesday. why like dat!!!! hahaha.. i rather it start early and end early. bahx. had alot of stuff to do after my common test

1) get my whole cupboard cleared up! its full of clothes! >.<
2) gotta get myself into some pool. i miss swimming. but this time ill use the sunblock lotion and not sun tan lotion. bleahx. i realise im too tan. wanna biao bai now. =x
3) get my whole rm cleared up.
4) shopping and more shopping. lolx.

hmmz. pass by my primary school on the way back. saw some students . think they are of lower primary. they are just so cute. haha. holding hands while crossing the road. just so innocent. i wonder if they noe they have still a long time to go. and i wonder wht i was like at tt age? i wonder how come im able to understand wht the teacher teaches. i remembered when i was in primary school, i thought im already big enuff as in i hab the knowledge tt all adult hab which lead to my stubborn attitude. hhmmmz, and i realise... in the future, how am i suppose to tell my kids tt education is important and they have to study hard? its like as if they will understand wht im saying .....example, " boy ahh.. girl ahh.. must study hard.. if not u will be a nobody next time?" and ill expect blank stares frm them... then i continue to think ... and i decided tt i should say, " u must study hard.. or else next time sweep floor" but its so discriminating right? wht's wrong with someone sweeping the floor instead of doing something bad. well, then i think... ill just force them to study.. but back to square 1, who likes to be force. the problem is that they wont even noe why they are force. -.- . leading to a fact : its hard to be a parent. hais.

have you tot of.. how long u will exist in the planet? how will ur death be? to die of sickness? accident? would it be painful? sometimes the tot of death really freaks me out. its like.. wht's the process of dying feels like. as in when u are dying... how do u feel.. wht do u hear.. wht do u see? scary huh... imagine yourself dead. its like u are alive.. walking running jumping whtever .. and after awhile u are dead. u cant talk. u cant move ur hands. all the energy frm u is drained out. ur system fails u. funny right? then the " life " in has run to where le ne? omg... why am i saying all these. -.-

okok.. enuff of crapping.. lolx

insane

2005-01-26T23:22:00.000-08:00

im going to be insane. -.- my block having some renovation thingy going on. the sounds of drillings is killing me. its so unfair. was having my Os and my neighbour upstairs having their reno. then it was last sem's exam when duno which house is habing thiers. and now my common test is next week and i gotta tolerate it again!!!!!!! >.<

bleahx. anyway. went to chinatown yesterday.had great fun with my mother and father. bought lotsa stuff back. and we took the bus back. haha. slept throughout the journey. my father intended to take the taxi back, but some incosiderate taxi driver somehow dun wanna fetch ppl? its like all the blue light on their vehicle is on but then they dun want to fetch all putting the on call stupid sign. its like so idiotic lorx .. they want ppl to book the taxi then they can earn tt extra few bucks. shit them lox. -.- hais. hahaha... tt's why the governement should come out with more taxi. shit them if their home income drop. serve them right. -.- its like. if they were to fetch ppl and nt being so picky as in to wait for radio calls. they could earn some money first right then to fetch other passenger. wht if there is no radio call for them? hais. opportunuity cost for them is high high high.. =x .. lolx.

haha.enuff of taxis. realise i still got alot more to go for my revision. shouldnt slack anymore!!!! =)

hmm.. chinese new yr is around the corner. cant wait to go visiting and snap lotsa pictures. =)

sometimes i realise friends are not tt reliable? when they hab someone else perharps their another good friend or whteva they will tend to ditch u. and somehow when they are with them.. they will act differently? i dunno how to explain... but the feeling when u experience tt -- totally suck. bleahx.

-study study study-

hmmzzz

2005-01-25T07:33:00.000-08:00

haven been blo99in9. ha. blame it on my tight schedule.
well, sunday. the wcom project gang came to my house. hahaha. tt includes wei, jas, ming leong and andrew. we had a hard time consolidating the whole chunk of interviews. well, we had lunch at imm. mummy treat them. haha.too bad jas went off early. went back and continue to work on the report. did till 4 the guys went off. left me and wei. continue to do until wei went off at 6. im left alone to complete the whole thing. well, haha. kinda enjoyed it la. =x
did the whole report till 4 am the next morning. gosh. was really drained out. i think my printer had a hard time too. i printed the report many times. cause there was errors and i keep editing then ill keep printing and everything goes on and on. =/ anyway! manage to get to sleep at 4.

woke up at 9+ . bathed. edit the report again which means printing again. read through it many times before getting out of my hse. ended up im late in meetin up with wei. ha. so i took the cab down. the driver was like doing funny actions which is actually freaking me out. quickly pass him the money and rush out of the cabby. *god*. u should look at the way he's holding e steering wheel it seems like my life was going to be in great danger -.- . anyway, me and wei arrange at the report at the fountain there before going to this shop to bind it. went to big bookshop and get LARGE envelops to put the report in. lolx. went to school and meet up with jas. we drop the report at the drop boss. and we head to SDAR and did my dance stuff. after tt went to the clubhse pass stuff to chin ling. and we went to the canteen to find chiu . haha. slack there for awhile before we 3 head to bugis. took 61 there. =/ was a long ride so we 3 knock off. haha. somehow we 3 got awake at outram and the bus pass by chinatown and we decided we should go thr after bugis. lolx.

reached bugis we went to pray. =) . saw ming qun's ex? dunno if its her. but it sure does look like her. saw her friendster account. and she stated she likes pmk stuff? and she was wearing one? anyway she do read my blog . if its u just drop a hi in my tagboard yeh?? lolx read her blog. she did mention abt me before. well, guess ming qun should be happy to hab someone like her . as in someone who loves him so deeply. well, mable, dun think so much =) happiness will find its way to u soon not later.. =) . anyway, we went to bugis village and shop. gawd! the skirts are nice and its so cheap! its liek $10 - $15. grrrrr. i got too many bottoms for new yr le. haha. if i continue to buy mummy surely nagged at me lolx. got a top there. =) together with wei and jas. and got my bag!! its cute?! =D. went to bugis junction walked around. had lunch at food junction cause wei had a huge craving for RICE . -.- haha. me and jas had spegs. tasted nt bad thou. =) . we continue walking around before taking 61 to head to chinatown.

haha. we really didnt noe where to alight. somehow was trying our luck. out of a sudden i had an "outburst" haha. indicating to the 2 of them its here to alight. haha. cause i saw the row of reddy shops. lols. we rushed down the bus. crossed the road and ta- dah! we reached chinatown. woOOhOOo.. lotsa shops.. arent many people yet but yes! there's the crowd. so we 3 just walk around. bought young coconut to drink. sweets. blah blah? just walk aimlessly. haha. those shop ppl was pestering us to buy their stuff.they were like " mei niu.. lai shi shi kan wo men de muah chee" hahahahaha! im sure they are refering to jas. =x . and wei suggested holding my hand so tt ppl think we are lesbian. lolx. -.- so she held. hahahahahaaha!..hehez. after tt we walk to the hawker downstairs to shop. -.- and wei commented the environment make her feel like shitting? me and jas was luffin like mad. we left tt place lo. went to walk around before headin to the outram station.

phew... wad a long day. ate . and before i could rest. i went to bukit timah with my parents. lolx . went to bring out flower pot there and ask the florist to deco it. hmmz. we went to walk around when she is doing tt. haha. we went to buy more new yr decorations. haha. buy until like no one's business. lolx. after tt. went back to the shop get the pot of flower and went to the super mart and get packet drinks for new yr. lolx. had alot of stuff in our hands so we took the cabby back. reached home. bath. and chat. and went to sleep..

onli to wake up at 11 this morning! hahaha.. im so glad im able to sleep tt much. =D. woke up slack around. haha. my grandma came to give us new yr goodies. and she bought lunch for me. haha. =x . after awhile she went back ler. so i took my lunch. did my work. chatted. work. blar blar. was really damn tired. somehow i sat infront of the fish tank stare the e fishes for no apparent reason lolx. haha. enjoy hearing tt water fall sound i guess. its so soothing. =) .

dad came home at 6+ .. tt's early. ha. well, my neighbour booked a badminton court at clementi and ask me along . but didnt had the mood to play.. so my dad went without me. lolx. had dinner with mummy. went to imm to meet wei and chiu. wanted to photocopy. but all the shop was close!!!!!!!! or either their machine is spoiled. grrr.. this yr is so isnt my yr. -.- . anyway went to giant with them. get printer ink and stuff. giant really sell cheap printer ink. lolx. for my model its a cannon. onli 5 bucks. haha. so my father allow me to print like no one's business. lolx. didnt get to get jas de. dey onli hab the colour ink. sorry girl . ill get for u the next time round. ur model too poopular liao la. =x . went home. and continue my accounts revision.

bahx. type alot ler. time to stop. lolx. =/

abc

2005-01-21T07:35:00.000-08:00

had a long day todae.
went to jas house to do wcom project which is at hougang!! had lunch at her place which is wonderful. meet her family.had lots of fun while doing project.. haha.. we did till 330 and left her place. me and wei went to the interchange.cause wei meet her biao jie to give her stuff. then we took 161 to woodlands.. haha.. we both we sleeping.. her head on my shoulder and my head on her head. hahahz. reached woodlanss we took the train. she alighted at yew tee and me at jurong. went to kimage to meet my mother. did her hair. and cut mine. my mom ask me to colour my hair. but i think like not enuff time le then next time then do lo. but they help me to do tempy curls for free! hahahaha.. =) thanks fanny jie. following by tt me and mom went home.
went out again. took a cab to toa payoh. meet my brother. we had dinner at this restaurant. not bad la. but its very ex. following by tt we walk around. me and my bro bought a pair of levis jeans each!!! woOohOOO!!!! thanks daddy lotsa! =)... heez.. im so happy. we walk .. bought lotsa stuff. hahaha.. then we tot of taking 105 back home. but so tired le.. dad suggest taking cab home.. haha.. here i am... tired... shall stop here.. tataz...

woooo lalalalala..

2005-01-20T01:57:00.000-08:00

im so dead tired now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let's touch on wht i did!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday:
had lesson as usual. but wht really freaked me out was during BCA tutorial. cause the lecturer was gonna to ask us to do something one buy one. to like is the "IF function" "the cell reference" "graphs" etc etc. then very gan jiong lo. haha. but anyway, think i did quite alright for it ba. suppose to do wcom project but sorta meet up with the groupmembers during break time le. we hand like wht. frm 1030 - 230 break... -.-" aft BCA... went to atrium to help mei zhi to decorate the dance booth. hais. its just me and her. just wonder why some ppl in dance are so -.-. cant they help?!?!?!?!?!??anyway, me and mei zhi had fun. =) lolx... anyway, did the booth till 9 pm and we went off. tired .

Wednesday:
first day of open hse. went early to help mei zhi to set up booth. ha.. then slack thr... went for my CATS lesson . haha. its super boring lo. even riz said it. dont why this lesson de so boring. well, at least in ended at 1130. went back booth help them to take care lo. then keep walking around also. wee see they all came, so bring them around ngee ann. hahaz. kee fui came. so i be his personalised tour guide. lolx!. then we walk walk.. diaoz.. sk noe him.. still ask if im his gf .. -.- .. hahaha.. i got nth to say.. then we went n meet his brother cause his brother is also studying in np. so we walked to ICT block thr. ahha.. then his brother brought us to his tutorial rm. hahaz. so funny. then see his classmates.. -.- . piang! . haha. then he go n eat with his brother lo. then i went back to my booth.. then go band's booth.. hahah.. suprise to see meng kiat n hao jun at the kung fu booth. think they are in tt CCA lo.. ha.. but inside tt KONG FU club got one very cute guy!!!! omg omg omg~ hahaaa.. so always purposely want to band booth to see tt shuai ge? wahahahahz.. jk.. anyway slack here n there... kee fui came back.. haha.. then walked him to the overhead bridge. hahaha.. see i so good!?!? wahahahaz. then at 5pm went for ARTS CAMP meeting. but not many ppl came yet.. so me and ade slack at the clubhse. ha.. went down canteen to buy dinner for them. but i didnt had the appitite to eat also. so she and bee eat lo.. i lie on the carpet. haha. i noe who is the disgusting couple chin ling they all saying le.. wahahahaz.. =x its really damn GROSS. ha... sk came to our clubhse aft tt.. haha.. imagine i always go their clubhse.. now they come to mine!!! wahahahaz.. then aft tt had our arts camp meeting... blar blar blar blar blar blar.. realise tt sk talk very lame.. then jasper talk very soft.. hahaaa.. sam is lame... hahaha.. wht a committee we got for arts camp.. lolx... think the campers will be as lame as the commitee too. lolx.. aft arts camp meeting went for dance.. weeeeeeee... the costume came.. so me and ade went to try. hahaha.. then dance the open hse de dance.. then first time dance is always not good ma.. then teacher scolded us.. hais.. ren lo.. but i really very pek chek .. its like she ask how come we never practice ourself... then i was thinking.. yeah.. " if only some ppl come n help up at the booth and stuff we will hab the time " ... thenwe got projects all these to keep up with.. we arent just having dance lo... hais... sometimes i think of it.. its very unfair.. ahh... more hatred for some ppl in dance is beginning to increase tremendously!!!! arrrhhhhh... hais.. ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren... everytime every group got politics.. sometimes very pei fu mei zhi lo.. its like.. like this le.. she also still remain strong de.. hahaha.. must learn .. =D .. scold then scold us lo.. then we 5 went to the small rm to practice ourself.. haha.. but had fun too la.. its like we 5 became united too .. =p .. dance ended at 10 .. but we 5 and bee went to atrium to the stage to practice for the next day.. thanks bee alot.. she really help us alot lo.. not like some seniors only stand there and comment... shit lo.. hahaha.. =x.. dance until 1045 like tt lo.. hahaha.. then i too tired le.. i took cab back ... lolx.. daddy came down and paid cab fee for me .. hehe.. =) .. then went home.. tired.. but yet. preserve .. did arts camp buget list.. need to give zhong zeeee.. wahahaz.. -.- .. slept at 2 am... ZzzZzz...

Thursday:
which is todae. woo hOOo..! went for wcom lecture.. blar blar.. today stomach damn wht lo.. keep making me going to the toilet.. haha.. -.- .. then 1030 lecture end..went to the dance rm.. before tt went to toilet again.. =X... i tot i couldnt make it for the performance.. but i ren lo.. then wei and jas went to buy poh zai yun for me to eat... hee..thanks alot!!! =D .. felt much better.. then me.. mei zhi.. dawn.. may ..amy jie .. go and dress up.. make up n stuff.. hahaha.. thanks bee again for helping us.. =) .. heard frm amy jie tt the someone will go down to watch.. then i sain 1/2 le.. she is so a SPY!!!! .. -.- .. hahaha.. whteva la.. .. we went to perform at 1 + hahaha.. my god.. alot of ppl say i nv smile.. but i tot i did? hahaha.. mayb i tot i did smile.. but i didnt smile? hahahahaha.. anyway.. htink the performance its quite nice ba.. =) .. muacks girlS!!! .. =D .. aft tt went back dance rm to remove some of the thick make up.. then .. costumes all these.. hahaha.. already 2 liao.. skipped ECONS lecture.. anyway.. got excuse lecture also.. so nvm? hahaha.. then went to had lunch.. damn hungry lo.. aft tt went for bmgt tutorial.. ended early.. so went to atrium put my bag at the booth.. then i went to the library.. aft tt.. we saw wen bing.. he brought us around.. treat us anderson ice cream.. haha.. then wei nv eat much.. onli me and jas eating .. hahaha.. aft tt i went home leeeeeeee........ tired.................... =) my brother is home liao... hahaha.. i think im more busy than him... hahahahaaaaa..........pardon my language.. im too tired.. my brain is not functioning well.. haha.. if wei noe im home.. and i haben bath.. haben this and tt..and im not sleeping.. she will kill me.. hahaha.. but .. who cares.. im nt afraid of her.. wahahaz.. *opps* .. =X

hooo

2005-01-17T02:52:00.000-08:00

hey! its a monday~

ha.. letme touch on yesterdae. had a longg day. went to np. went to orchard to do project. following by tt went to vch to watch xy's concert. whaahz.

todae:
ahhh... same as any monday. haz. next week gonna be study break. woo hoo! .. realise i only need to sit for 3 papers.. tt's great =D

bahx

2005-01-15T02:25:00.000-08:00

well, its been a long time ever since i wrote in my blog.

yeahz.

-thur-
went to school. bahx. had wcom lecture. a 2 hr break, whereby jas,wei and me when to the underpass at convention to did out project. after tt had our econs lecture. following by tt had our bmgt tutorial. realise we didnt hab enuff time to finish the project by friday. anyway, i went for my dance. and it ended at 830pm . quickly rushed home bath. eat.print notes.and i rush off to wei's house le. meet jas at interchange. then week took 302 to wei's hse. by the time its already coming to 11pm -.- . we did our FFA "project" then following by BCA project. we did till 3 and we decided we should sleep. ha.. halfway through me and jas woke up .. haha.. cause we heard someone toking.. actually its wei sleep talking.. hahahahaha... quite alot of funny thing happen lo.. then we finally manage to get out of wei's hse..

-fri-
frm wei's hse to school... quite alright la.. then we had bmgt lecture. -boring- we 3 take turns to fall asleep. cause we are sleepy. had our FFA tutorial.. so me and jas present out tt "project" then like dat... at 1 lesson end.. went to SDAR to meet may.. went to the costume shop at bugis with her.. ha.. i see those leotard.. dancing stuff.. see le want to buy.. -.- .. but i think aft chinese new yr then buy ba... then we both walk to brass basah to find out about the banner price.. decided to do the banner there .. digi print de.. then go went back lo.. another day then can go back with the design then can make.. aft tt i went to tampiness mall to meet my parents.. took the train.. ahh.. my bag so heavy.. then carrying laptop also... arghhh.. then worst still.. i alighted at simei.. instead of tampiness.. which is also one stop before tampiness.. hahaha.. then i went out of the train.. walked down.. then i realise.. hahaha.. then went back to wait for the next one.. reach thr... meet up with them.. walk walk.. manage to buy some of my new yr clothes.. ahh.. so tired... then after tt walk and walk and walk... reach home at 730 pm... haha.. luckily dad took the cab back.. then waited for xy to come to my hse.. then we went to imm to eat together with my fam.. went long beach to eat.. hahaha.. then went giant and walk.. saw zt.. hahaha.. then went back le... xy slack awhile then her father came to fetch her le.. =)

-sat-
woke up late .. cause of had taken panadol before i sleep? then.. reach there 11 + was feeling damn terrible.. but.. still dance lo.. hahaha.. then dance n dance and dance... then.... till now.. just reached home. argued with my mom.. cause she come to noe of my second line.. shit shit shit lo.. argh ...

hais.. been sick for a couple of days le.. hahaha.. and im so stubborn not to see the doc's. or rather lazy. but im still so hyper when im sick.. geeezz.. im weird.. lolx.. think ill stop here.. bahxxx...................... sleepy.......................... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

lalaz

2005-01-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

bleahx.
went for FFA lecture this morning. feeling really sleepy. coz i was hogging myself online till 2 am. -.- . wee leong came and tok to me. told him abt my break up with mq. ahhh, he cheered me up and sent me a south park video to watch.=X haa. thanks ah! >.< .

anyway. after FFA lecture. went to canteen one. saw riz.jamie.haha. i was give out leaflets for my AP performance. lolx. then psycho them to go lorhz. =x. but riz will be going to my PP de. haz. had lunch and guess wht we sit opposite to someone i feel uncomfortable looking at -.-. hahaz. anyway. had our lunch. sudddenly ive gone all quiet while eating. the radio station at the canteen was playing lotsa emo song. damn. tot of him. wei and jas noticed the sudden change in me. they keep asking me to smile and stuff. wei keep requesting me not to think of him anymore. well, i sorta going to almost get over him le. soon. time time time. its the memories that u will think abt. yeah.. tt necklace he gave me.. ="/ . saaaaddd. hais. but who ask me so stupid? its all my fault la. if on saturday im didnt think too much abt it and if i didnt ask for a break up... nothing will happen. just let another good guy pass me. everyone tells me.." someone better will come for you" hope so..? -.- anyway, im begining not to think of him.. its seems so not KAI YAN right?!!!!!! =D

well, went to the band room to slack after tt. ha. i realise. ive been to the band's clubhse much more often tt my own cassc club hse. -.- haaa. anyway, there were many ppl la.. so noisy.. hahahz... then i went to do my excel stuff. bahx. at 1 went for bca lesson. did the project coz the excel thing did finish in the band rm le.. 4 lesson end.. went to outside LT68.. hmzz. its underground .. first time being in thr. its was cool? ha.. a really good place to do project . so me.. riz.. ps.. and xn... did our cats project.. lolx... had fun thou.. went back home after tt...

well, think ill be going to the youth expedition trip. my parents allowed so.. why not?! its good to help out those needy in other countries.. and also make more friends! =) but i think there would be this selection ... -.- ha.. so hope i can get it ba.. >.< ....... and well, this friday will be going for a shopping spree with mummy.. hope i can get tt tube dress from e-base.. hope its still thr.. and yes.. mango..topshop... wahahaz.. here i come .. =x

btw...

1) CASSC GROUP Annual Performance... 18th feb - 18 feb Tickets = $6

2) CASSC DANCE GROUP Public Performance 5th march (3pm / 730 pm) = $5

ill be dancing for 2 events.. ahaha.. interested... tell me!!!! =p

ppl to thank

2005-01-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

i would like to thank the following ppl for being thr for me .. or rather who gave me encouragement really love u guys, even its just u guys hearing me whining, at least u bother to give some time of urs to me :

-xinyi
-kewei
-jaslyn
-zhiting
-aiwee
-weesee
-keefui
-wee leong
-rizal
-chin ling
-adeline
-limay
-dawn
-ming leong
-those whom ive missed out. `sorry.

once again.. thank you.. ill be strong.....................................

hais..

2005-01-09T23:05:00.000-08:00

im in the band's clubhse now. with.... jaslyn - watching cinderealla story. wei - blowing her trumpet/cornet. chiu- blowing her flute. ming wei.. er... i dunn noe.. haaz.. hais...

woke up late. cause i slept late last night as i was thinking alot alot of stuff.. and wei asked me to forget abt him... hais... i really need time... time to forget him... hais... if u are reading this... just let u noe... i miss u and pls do take care of urself...

yesterdae was a really a happening day. wei, jas ad wei hong came to do project. xy came.. haha.. for wht? to acc us and to most importantly pei my brother lox... ha.... went down for breakfast with all of them.. after tt went back to do bca ... do n do n do.. till 315.. i went to bath.. after tt went to to je with jas... she went to take the mrt.. while i go n meet riz and jie xiong.

hahhaaa.. after tt we went to get all the project stuff.. as usual ... lots of luffin.. =/ haha.. aft tt we couldnt find a place to do our project... so we went back to my hse.. lolx... after tt... xy and wei came back to my hse.. intially they went to imm to eat aft our project.. then now they come back.. and had dinner at my hse.. lolx.. then my rm is so noisy? lolx.. but fun ... =) ..

hais... i really miss him .. miss him... miss him.... miss him... damn.. i wondering wht is he thinking now.. mayb he dun feel anything at all.. but... i do miss him!!!!...

argh!!!!.. KAI YAN!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U ARE STRONG !!!!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!! U ARE STRONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

heh

2005-01-08T21:45:00.000-08:00

hais. something happen between me and him yesterdae....
suggested a break up...he sorta agreed with me.. just feel being stress being with him... probably its just me thinking tt way ba.. i need attention.. but i realise i dun hab enough attention from him? hais... but i still love him.. -.- .... he say give him time to sort things out. but since yesterday 7pm ... didnt received any sms frm him..

cried. i did cried. im sad. but im sure im able to pull through all these. its not the first time anyway. moreover, the last one was even a longer relationship.. i managed to pull through .. so why not this time right? i know i still hab feelings for him... guess its just time tt i need to forget him... hais..

im not sure whats my status with him now too. but, no matter wht's his reply.. or rather.. i noe wht's his reply gonna be too... so the singlehood life is back for kai yan again. well, lots of ppl showed their concern for me... thanks guys! =) i just need time... coz the feelings is still deep within me... im glad tt xy acc me yesterdae.. thanks girl.. and todae... xy , wei and jas at my place... so the pain is still bearable... but when im alone .. i guess all the thinking will act up again.. >.< .. think ill just hab to foorrggeettt... hais.. =/

to my dearest brother: wahahahz.. i noe u are reading my blo9... lolx... read looo.... read until ur eyes pop out ahh!! =p ...

guess, its time i can concentrate on my projects.. and studies and dance ler! =) ... just like first sem.. aft breaking with "y" ... hmmzzzzz... guess its good to be single too.. lesser stressssss!!! =) hmmz... kaiyan is fine .... =D .. what can happen to me anyway.. wahahahahaz...

worst

2005-01-07T03:23:00.000-08:00

todae is the worst day so far ive experienced since 2005.
hais.

dionk..

2005-01-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

hmmz. one of the first time wei is late for lecture. lolx. not really late la. alil late? lolx. so me and jas went up to the lecture hall first. had wcom lecture. dun really like the lecturer lehx. she like damn dao tt type lo. she tok also tok so fast. must really be damn alert to take down notes. -.-

anyway, aft wcom lecture which is just like 1040. we 3 went to canteen one to had our lunch. wahahahz. ate till 11+ went up to SDAR. wei and jas acc me again. i had to fax my dance costume quotation. anyway, aft tt went to block 73 level 3 and slack. not really slack. we did out work. =)

afterwhich we went for econs lecture. hahaha. kinda interesting lo. following by tt we went for bmgt tutorial. wahahaz. release us at 4 + ba.. then we 3 went to canteen one again to eat. wahahahz. -.- then jas went to do her project . wei wait for chiu. i went up to SDAR to find meizhi and may to do the dance pp stuff. =) hahahaz.

at 6 . mz, may and me went for dance. then got amy jie and dawn also. will be dancing for open house! need to use shan zi.. omg.. hope it dun fly awy frm my hands -.- .. hahahahaz... somemore its 5 of us dancing only so its going to be very oblivious!!!! >.< .. lolx... dance till 8 we went back ler... hmmz.. tml gotta reach sch by 730 am to take the donation can. see me must help to donate hor!!! >.< =) xie xie.. lolx..

so many projects to complete!!! -.- .. must convince myself "stress is good for u" =)

bahx.

2005-01-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

just woken up from a on off nap. -.-" and just had my dinner too. i wonder why i always cant hab a peaceful nap one i could have one. its either my hp vibratiions woke me up or either annonymous ppl calling my hse phone. well, shall hang up the phone next time? =/ . haaz.

went to school as usual. had FFA lecture. omg. todae is ms lee geok lian turn to teach us. ahhh. think her lesson is kinda unique frm annie chiu's. but also scary. haha! she seems to remembers everyone's name and she keep pin pointing at ppl to ans. >.< . but quite alright la. cant wait to get my hands on the tutorial questions. =X . well, we 3 went to galileo cafe for lunch. and we shall ms koh poh tee!!!!! hehe. so happy!!!!!! haha. we chatted with her for awhile. kinda suan. -.-" hahahaz. anyway , im really glad to see her. =D .

aft lunch left our things at club hse. then we went to canteen 2 to get's wei's tt neopet softtoy thing. scor (dunno wht ) , from zhan ke.hahaha. following, we went to the atrium and walk.. there's bazaar going on. but it seems there's nothing much interesting thing going on there? ha. went back to the clubhse took our stuff and went for bca class. and my god. its freezing cold. my hairs are even standing even im already wearing a jacket. -.-" had headache. shyt. its like a metal skewer skewing through my head? pain lo. ren ren ren!!! is all i do. but haha. hafway through lesson darling finally came online.. wahahaz... he just woke up.. 0.X... felt better toking to him ...=) hais. i see ke wei there struggling with the bca project i really feel bad. hais. gotta to do my part this sunday. so ke wei keep ur hands off the laptop!!! =D

lesson ended at 4pm. wei's father drove me home =). haha. and its raining dan heavy out of a sudden. thanks wei ahhh... =)

boom

2005-01-03T03:26:00.000-08:00

its the first school day of 2005! let's see......

yesterdae had a really bad arguement with darling. >.<>

hmmz. went to school. had econs tutorial. then BCA lecture. and hrs break. we had a very rush lunch coz we 3 had a interview with mr nathan joshua. hahaha. wei keep disturbing him. lolx. aft tt we had our wcom tutorial. oooo.. was luffin my head offf... oh.. yep.. forget to mention. haha. things we resolved between me and darl this early morning. he apologised. hehez. *muacks?* MUACKS!

went to meet darl aft lesson. finally get to see him after 6 days. lolx. =x. ahhh.. so happyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! heez.... really love darling alottttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!! >.< . heez... so happy...

hahahahahahaa.. SOMEONE and SOMEONE become a couple yesterdae... hahahaaa.. u noe who u are la hor... *congrats* =)

hmm..

2005-01-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

hmmz. its 2nd of jan 2005 le. a blink the ta-dah! the first 2 days of 2005 is gone!

hmmz. last friday went to celebrate xy's birthday. tt girl finally turns 17! cheers xy! =). met up with her and zt. we went city city hall. we went to many giodano shops. cause xy wanna find her 3/4 pants and with buttons. we went to raffles city shopping mall's gio, they dont hab it, so we went city link's gio. they dun hab it either. but we saw kathy and diana. aft tt we went to suntec's gio.another round disappointment.haha. zt left us for her 403 gathering.so left me and xy we went to marina sq. AGAIN! dun hab. >.<. hahahaz. aft tt we walked back to city link and xy get her tops instead. hahaha. i keep pestering xy tt i wanna go marina south to hab steamboat. but two person eat only very funny. haha. then xy suggested we go tiong bahru shopping center. they hab this individual steamboat. sounds nice and so we went. =x

but instead of settling at tt restaurant, we settle to the one beside it - a jap restaurant. haha. cause the waiting line is so long for the other one. but hey! we hab this jap steamboat. its rather paper steamboat. lolx. its like fire burning on top the paper but the paper didnt get burn and soup inside the cone shape like paper also didnt get wet. we hab sashimi-salmom. YUM! haha. something funny happened. when the person came to serve us our food. there's this jug like thing. i open and see its like some liquid. i dunno wht's is it, so i asked xy. xy open hers and there's nothing in it. hahahahaa. anyway, its to top up ur soup de . =) weee... xy had beef and i had chicken steamboat. yum~ its very nice !!! =) ..

after habin dinner we walked around while waiting for my bro to fetched us. haha. we walked around. even went to ntuc. hahaha. funny. then we bought these non-fat ice cream. lemon flavoured and hazelnut. yum! aft tt my bro and aw came. haha. then off we gooooooooooo.

hahaha. we went back to marina sq. bought mid night movie tickets. we watched "seed of chucky" ahaha.. its a M18 show! hehez.. aft getting the tics we walked to burger king... hehehz.. celebrate xy's bday.. hehe.. my bro bought a campagne cake for her.. wee.. its tasted not bad laa.. =) then after tt we went to esplanade and count down. weeeeee.........alot of ppl!!! so crowded!!!!!!!!hahaha .. alot of ppl holding those spray cans. >.<>

my brother drove us a park. i was in a urgent need to go toilet. haha. the toilet dun hab any lights cause its solar powered! how can there any lights at 3 am in the morning! haha. me xy and aw outside poundering if we should go. lolx. but lastly, we gave up hahahahahahaha!!!.. went up then told my brother say i nt dare..=x .. then he drove us to a petrol kiosk. haha. felt so relieve aft tt! =) . aft tt he drove us home le.. reached home already 4 am. xy came to my house to sleep over. then we bathed. xy la! torture me.. she dun want to sleep .. she wants to play her neopets.. hahaha.. then i waited for her.. -.-" .. haha.. manage to scrip her off frm my laptop..lolx.. and we went to sleeeepppp...

we woke up at 1 pm next day.. lolx.. xy, my bro and i went for lunch at imm.. then went back ler.. ahaha.. i did my work.. xy played my com lo.. haha.. then she went back ler..

-todae-
slept at 3 am last night. hahaha.=x told my mom to wake me up at 730. then... she didnt.. i put my hp under my pillow the previous night. then this morning i keep pressing my hp cause there's alot of vibrations coming in. felt so irritated abt it. decided to wake up once and fall all to off the phone. looked at my phone. arhhh!!! its 830!!!! and im suppose to meet wei they all at 9 am at orchard. shyt lo. haha. then i flare up lo. hahaa. cause my mom is already up and she inisted tt i didnt tell her to wake me up.. -.-" then meet wei at je mrt.. haha.. she pei me to be late.. and we meet the rest.. and its 945!!! sry laaa.. -.-" .. aft tt we went to wisma mac to do wcom project. haha.. aft doing we went to take photos at far east.. haha.. together with ming leong n andrew.. >.< .. hahaha.. so funny. but really very fun.. then we all walked back to cine cause the guys want to play lan. -.-" haha.. my bag so heavy le... haha.. lucky got andrew help me to take laptop.. thanks ahh!! =/ .. ke wei also laa!!.. thanks wei!!! then the guys went to play lo.. then we 3 walked around.. slacked.... then stay put at burger king.. then we waited for wei hong to come to do bca project.. hais.. so longgggggggggggggg......... ~ ... haha.. then aft tt do lo..

now at home.. .. so tired.. >.< ..

boom!

2004-12-30T22:49:00.000-08:00

hmmz.. heez.. realise ive been inactive with my blog recently

coz...
there's just so many things to do.. >.<

hmmz.. so far everythings fine ba!!.. todae's xy bday!.. so happy bday xy!.. may u grow wiser .. =x . hahaz.

so tired....... think im going to get some sleep le baaa........ =)

soon

2004-12-24T01:47:00.000-08:00

opps! its been a long time again since i sribble here.its chritsmas eve.

yesterdae had a wonderful day. went to school early even though lesson starts at 1. reached school at 9. did our project. went to the bazaar aft tt to buy some stuff for darl's bbq after tt. =/ went for lect. and then bmgt tuturial. supposingly to be a 2 hrs tutorial. but we went off at 45 mins. tutorial is easy. went home. help mom to make kueh. and shui jing bao. im so tired. wrap until can fall asleep. but when it is done, im so happy, its so successful. =D . slack around in my rm and went off to darl's bbq aft tt.

reached thr around 7+. hmmz. chatted. eat.walk. haha. felt kinda odd thr. im the only girl with 10 guys. then see dear play with his friends. then aft tt 1110 left tt place. haha. too tired to take bus le. so take cab home. =). hehe. its a wonderful time spent with dear. =)

todae. went to sch. blar blar blar. had gift exchange. blar blar blar. so many things happen. haha. im home now since 1+.. going out soon. spend my afternoon doing hw. while reading my econs textbook come across this sentence..

"they scrampered about looking for work... they swarmed on the highways. the movement changed them; the camps along the road, the fear of hunger and the hunger itself, changed them. the children without dinner changed them, the endless moving changed them"

this sentence shows how vulnerable life is. i cant imagine myself being one of those umemployed ppl. i start to pounder on my education route i'm taking. and it make me think. entering the uni is a must. so guess, its a must that i start working hard. -.-" i noe wht zt or xy want to say le... haha.. i now not working hard enuff meh... and zt will say "relax laaa" hahahaz.. well, i cant .. i already stumble in my Os. i cant afford to continue to lose out to others anymore.. =)

i realise i haben really been myself lately. i cant think. i make lotsa of mistakes. while doing project.. i feel myself being like a stone... hais... wht happen!!!!! and my eyes... its getting rather itchy this feel days... going to b blind soon... =/ and lastly, i need sleep.

to everyone out thr. M e r r y C h r i s t m a s!

tt's it.. im off to do some studying before going out..=)

tired..

2004-12-21T05:15:00.000-08:00

yo!.. haha.. im here to blog again.. sorry peeps.. my bloggin is reducing tremendously.. -.-"

hais.. sch term has start.. erm... this is the 3rd week.. 4 more weeks and.. hmmz!.. common test 1! .. i dunno why.. im feeling tired easily nowadays.. so many things cramping in my head.. more projects for us to do then last sem!.. haisssss... wht a life.. -.-"

somehow... my class isnt tt close ... but when we see each other.. we "fake" the closeness? hais.. i hate tt.. not tt we hate each other or wht.. but.. i think there's some commnication break down between us always.. anyway anway.. just close an eye la.. -.-"

gonna be a busy week... but going to be a fruitful one.. with lotsa of celebrations with so many ppl.. hehehe..! =) .. all my presents are stacked at my cupboard.. not wrapped... geeez.. lotsa a wrapping to do.. and.. im going to be broke sooon.. sooon.. very very sooon... =/ ...

im not done with wei.. jas and chiu de... omg omg!.. lolx..

k laaaaa.. im off to do my assignments..

fan shi ren ler...

2004-12-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

my suffering for a bad headache. impulse beating. its so ouchy. i hate it. its throbbing with intense pain!!!!

there's so many thing cropping up right in my head. tutorials, projects and lastly, i want to revise although its just the second week of school. i want my As. damn. i think im greedy. am i wanting too much? im just stressing myself too much. but, i need it ( stress) or else i wont do well.

my head is thinking abt pp stuff. there's some stuff to do. but not really alot. but, i dunno why, i keep worrying abt it. hais. abt dance. i dunno la. somehow i think im nt good. argh. im nv perfect in anything.

anyway, just came back frm my uncle's place. its my cuz bday. hazel is turning 1 yrs old. somehow, i envy her. she's still a infant. and innocent one. im so stressed out and yet is enjoying herself. with lotsa ppl carrying her. huggin her. showering lotsa of attention and love to her. i actually shouldnt envy at all. i had all tt once. anyway, there's buffet. so my cousins all took the food n sat at the staircause and do some catch up with each other. its been weeks we all see each other. it felt wonderful .. as our age just differs abt 1 or 2 yrs onli? our parents came searching for us as we were "missing" from the hse. they found us.. they luffed. they said it reminds them when they are young and they often used to sit at staircases too. ha. anyway, e buffet was awful. it didnt taste nice. -.-" . we slacked thr for a couple of hrs.

showed my uncle e designe for the poster and because of tt i had to bring my lap top thr. its okaya bringing there. but i noe ill get alot of comments. and one of my uncles was saying.. u so young need lap top for wht. "duh... cant u see im doing my work with it" damn... he's so irritating .. i chose to ignored him. my parents settled it off with him for me. saying its schh requirements and stuff. i hate tt uncle. so wht if u are rich!.. i dun give a bloody shyt abt it.. so wht if ur daughter get 256 for PSLE .. boo hoo! .. she can't get in RGS tt u wanted her too. this uncle of mine hab always been looking down on my family. cause we arent as rich as he is. argh. ill get proved it to u soon! anyway anyway.. slacked at e liviing room.. do some talking.. played with hazel and her brother, hayden. watched abit of teebee. haha.

well, aft tt had the cut cake session. the cake is yummylicious!! its emi cakes. so .. of course it tasted nice. i had 2 slice. hahahaha. =/ its choc cake!!! anyway, went to did my tutorials aft tt.. did my work at the balcony... coz e hazel wanna sleep. so no rm for me to use. haha. but the balcony is cooling!... i think ill do my homework at my house balcony too. its bright so.. cant save electrictity.. and its cooling... =D... haha.. while doing my work at the balcony .. kenna hit by a rubber ball many times.. my cousins were playing the ball.. and it keep hitting on to me!!!!!!! haha.. couldnt concentrate much.. coz.. lotsa thing up in my head and ... im sleepy.. and ............ the whole hse is so noisy!!!! my auntiesssssss all toked so loud!!! hahahaha...

went home... haha.. took a merce cab.. haha.. mummy so happy tt she took it.. haha.. -.-" im feeling so dead now.. stopping here.. go and sleep leee!!!! YAWN!

-feel so uselessssssssssssssssss-

oopsss

2004-12-17T19:32:00.000-08:00

my blog has been stagnant for ages. =/

well. just summing things up here.

-school-
more and more projects is dumped onto me. *sighs* . some of my tutors are useless as they dun seems to be bothered with us. hais. more n more tutorials. -.-" so tired.

-dear-
haha! well, 3 words for ya.. "i love you!" =D . somehow when im with dear all my troubles seems to be gone? hmm.. one month together ler. hope can last ba. =) lastly, thanks dear for the wonderful necklace u gave me.. and... stop asking me "wei she mo" hahaha.. cause " wo bu zhi dao" ... =) .. muacks!!!

going for dance soon. hmmz... finally had my long long sleep.. =D.. slept frm 12 last night to 1130 am.. hahahahahahaahahaha! well, my energy will be drained out aft dance ba! .. lolx ... going to my uncle's place aft tt. my one yr old cuz's bday... abit lazee to go... hahaha.. aiya.. dunno.. hmm.. bleaz.. -gone-

heh heh.

2004-12-14T06:07:00.000-08:00

heh heh! ... went to school early in e morning again... with the heavy lappy on my hand... =D
hahahaz.. meet wei n jas... met riz at the canteen.. hahaha >.< ... then we went to FFA lecture.. starting i was abit sleepy.. but somehow i wasnt tt sleep.. ironic.. hahaha.. =D.. hmmzzzz... aft tt me wei n jas went to GELILEO and had lunch? hahaha.. dunno how to spell tt cafe name... at np alumni hse there.... =D.. hahaha.. went to block 72 and slack.... then had BCA tutorial and workshop.. haha.. saw the tutor when we enter.. she look kinda fierce but then she arent haha.. quite funny lady .. hahahaha!.. we had a hard time understand PBL! .. argh. then..did excel and hahaa.. go home liao... wei sent me to the busstop !!!!! so ...... nan de.... hahaha... but the bus came when i reach the busstop.. should hab come abit later so she could pei me longer lo... hahaha! ... >.< ... went home.. slacked.. hahaha.. daddy came home early... his teeth the filling drop out again and he went to the dentist to hab it done.. hmmz.. is it when we are old.. our teeth also starts to fail us? hahaha... omg... but i think my father is over clean with his teeth. he wakes up brush teeth.. after every meal brush teeth...sleep also brush teeth... hahaaaaa...conclusion.. dont always brush ur teeth .. there's disadvantages too! ... =D hahaha...

hmmzzzzz...hope tt tml can meet dearrr ... hahahahahaha...=D ...... wht a boring entry is it .....

im reading this book ...call "DAILY REFLECTIONS for Highly Effective TEENS" its by sean covey.. hmmz.. its not really a book.. the contents comes in a day by day basis with each day there's a small paragraph to it. so i shall type out's todae one...

14th dec:
"Keeping a journal will strengthen your tool of self awarenes. It's fun and enlightening to read past entries and realize how much you've grown, how stupid and immature you were with some boy or girl. Reading back through a journal gives insight into our behaviour and development"
-sean covey

hhaahaa.. do read for tml's small para... its so concidence tt its something abt journal... heh heh..=)

=/

2004-12-13T03:18:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah.. im back home. kinda a long day todae.

had lesson at 9! for this sem, all my lessons starts at 9 except wed which starts at 8. so meet wei and jas at the canteen. they wanted to change their text with ppl from the other modules. had econs tutorial. hmmz. he's quite a good tutor, but i still prefer ms koh poh tee. at least ms koh will push us to study! anyway, had BCA lect str aft tutorial. haha. we 3 plus the guys sat at the back. first time. my god, its so noisy. lolx. but its a boring lecture anyway.... =/ . went to blk 73 to meet jas's father. he's here to pass the laptop to jas cause she forgotten to bring hers. aft tt we took jas's father's car to KAP to had mac... hahaha.. jas's father's car... ----STYLO haha.. very very nice. haha. he fetch us liao.. then we 3 went mac to had lunch. had the turn over.. or wht.. flip over thingy. haha. then new stuff in mac's . it tasted nice!!! hehehez. we took the bus back to school.

had wcom tutorial. somehow, im not really pleased with my class girls la.. except some. they do things on their own without thinking for others. hais. dunno la.. hack.. did the tutorials had a small assignments to do. i was seperated with wei and jas. hmmz. its alright la. but abit not use to it. haha. aft tt lesson end. went to the band rm. we tot of going westmall but wei n jas had sectionals and band. so jas wei and ben went to np bookshop with me to purchase my texts. its so heavy with the computer books in my bag and my lappy in my hands. argh! i was so damn pissed off and hot while waiting for either 105 or 183 to come at clementi. my hands could almost fall offfff... bus came. went home put down stuff. went westmall to meet xy and ps. haha. we went to acc ps to eat..then she went off to mariot to work liao.. then me and xy walk walk walk...

finally im done with my mother's ... my brother's ... hmmz.. think ill get and additional item inside... my father.. im clueless wht to get for him.... =x ... hahahaha.. anyway... yeah tt's it.. im so tired now....

hhmzz..

2004-12-12T06:14:00.000-08:00

its a sunday. suppose to go down and helped my mother at the flea market. but i woke up onli at 10 plus. kenna dragged out by my brother. he wanted me to follow him to me to bugis. before tt went to the flea market first. haha. then me and my bro went to bugis.

bought his stuff and we went to catch a movie. blade-trinity .. hmmz. quite an entertaining show. 3.5/5 ! .. its abt vampires! hehe. =) . my brother treated me the movie plus lunch at mos. =) hahaha.. we sneek the fries and drinks frm mos into the cinema. haha. and yet we still get nachos and my brother had the hotdog bread. haha. this time i paid for it. haha. aft tt.. we went to collect some stuff and went home. coz my brother's officer will be doing some interviewing thing la. hahaha. aft tt my brother left me at je popular. he wanted me to pay some stuff for him then he rush home. lolx. so i took my time lo.

reached home! mom told me i got $14 frm the flea market. u see, i sold some of my unwanted stuff hahaha. =D. anyway. i got pissed off when i reached home. i got a new rack. but then my father went to mess up my stuff. shyt. i was damn pissed! miss mak kai yan hates ppl top touch her stuff. esp things in her room!!!!!!! argh!!!!! i was really pissed ... repacked everything. hais. then had dinner.. blar blar blar.. watch star awards.. and ta dah. im here. =)

hmmz... gonna print my notes..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw, yesterdae night went imm with my parents. say khi tha at kids mall!!!! happy to see her aft so long. hahaha. bought some stuff. hafway thru jas called me. telling me say she saw zhong qiang at orchard with his gf!!! omg.. hahaha... eh.. zhong qiang is the guy in the xiao hua xiao chao... who happens to be in the same lecture as me for most module . haha. he keep giving us the impression tt he is single. but hahaha.. no lo.. hahahaha.. jas say they holding hands... hahaha.. then funny lo.. haha... anyway.. benedict msged me online aft tt asking me how i feel when jas told me the news. hahaha.. no effect la!.. got my dear liao maaaa......=)

hahahaha.. k la.. shall stop here..=) zhiting is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha.. watchin tee bee hafway she msged me!... so happy!..

tots tots tots..

2004-12-11T02:40:00.001-08:00

just came back frm dance. did hip hop todae onli. but it was fun. =)

sch's back. week one is gone. 6 more weeks to common test 1. think i'll need to stress myself more. somehow i think that this semester's modules arent as interesting as the last semester. there's no maths stuff like business stats. its all theory stuff which means memorizing. heesh.

i need to redeco my room! im kinda feel tt my room is so b-o-r-i-n-g. i waana a more femine feeling? candles. night light and stuff. but the problem is the funiture in my room is all built in. guess, the onli 2 options i hab is.
1) to arrange my stuff in a different manner and go to ikea to get some stuff to decorate the rm
2) get a contractor to get all the funiture down ( its expensive)

so i guess i dun really hab an option down here. no 1 is the onli option. -.-" . hahahaz. let's just see ba... =)

2 more weeks down to christmas. i still haben got my brother's birthday cum chirstmas prezzie and my fathers. intending to get another small one to add on to my mother's and for dear's one.. haben do finish. and for wei's and jas's .. hahaha.. its still at the shop. meaning haben buy yet! hahaha.. will be goin to victoria on the 27th. np's band will be playing. kenna pulled by wei to watch. hmmz.. guess tt's it.. gonna hab dinner now!.. im starved!.. =)

tots tots tots..

2004-12-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

tired!

2004-12-10T17:59:00.000-08:00

hmmz. let me touch on yesterday! =)

woke up at 720 as usual. get ready and stuff.somehow i dragged my time. went outta of hse at 8 instead of 745. lolx. happy to saee dear sms me early in the morning! =D it just makes my day! hehehe. but somehow some idiots had to spoil it. took 105 to clementi and guess wht!? the bus is traveling so slowly tt it took 20 mins to reach clementi!!!!! anyway. waited for either 184 or 154 to come. soon, 154 came. went up the bus. there's still lady who stands in the middle of the bus and refuse to move to the back of the bus! hais... she's like making everyone squeezing right at the front. i cant stand it i squeezed my way to the back. i tot she would follow me but she still sand thr like a rock. the bus spend alot of time at the busstop letting ppl board the bus coz tt stupid lady wont want to move it. so everyone just wait.damn. this woman still can just look at the ppl how the squeeze up the bus at the front and nt thinking tt she should move her got damn ass inside! aggghhhh!!!! because of this im fed up! i was late in meeting jas and wei. damn. she's a SIM student somemore! -.-" suan le.

aft meeting with them jas went to print notes. while me and wei went to the canteen. haha. went to lecture hall 50 for business management. the teacher is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lllllllllloooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrr sssssssssssoooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrr.... -.-" i bet the lecture can end in haf the time she took but because of her draggyness. it took her twice the time. *faints* .. anyway lect ends at 1051am .. hahaha.. called xy... suppose to go gym with her... but end up we felt lazy. lolx. wei.. jas .. and me went to get my textbooks. lolx. and aft tt went to my hse to put my stuff. lolx. suddenly mummy came home. haha. kinda shocked. mummy is sicked she went to the doc's and get an MC... so she came home early to rest. xy came over to my hse later. and we 3 went to my hse opp to had lunch. wei wanted to eat roti prata but dun hab! lolx. think me and jas gotta to pei her to bt timah.. alazah or alazami to eat one day liaoz. -.-" haha.. aft habing lunch at the coffeshop... my bro smsed xy saying his back hm frm camp and he wanted to go town too. so we 5 went to town together. my bro suggested taking a cab. but there's 5 of us.. so we took the bus to town. lolx. my bro went to cineleisure to meet up with his batch boys. and we 4 went far east and walk walk walk walk walk... lolx went wisma..went taka... went heeren .. lolx.. saw lotsa ppl esp np ppl.. lolx.. and we slacked at tcc. the coffee connoisseur which is at cineleisure. lolx. i had this drink called ..." mighty joe young" its a blend of bananas, milk and coffee... hahaha.. its nice..! wei and jas had hazelnut blended.. xy had mocha villa. and we shared a plate of potatoes wedges with melted cheese!! its nice!! haha.. each of us payed $10 for everything. hahaha! its expensive!!! but its nice. lolx.

we left the place at 6+ ... we caused me to reach home at 7+ .. haha.. my brother friends were at my place. haha. had dinner at my hse. i ate little coz im still full from the food at tcc's lolx.. aft tt went out with my mother to book a stall for the flea market at the RC... lolx... and aft tt went home... bathed... and i sleeeeeeeeppp!!!.. so tired.. >.<

im currently missing dear lots!!!!!!!!!! >.<.. habin dance later...!

oooo

2004-12-09T07:01:00.000-08:00

hmmz. haha. wht happen to blogger? how come when i sign in tt time everything is in chinese? lolx.

okay. didnt blog for yesterdae and todae, shall do it right now. =)

wed:
its IS day. haha. realised riz n peng seng will be in my class during tues night! was so happy to me in e same class as em. lolx. jamie was whinning tt she's alone. so its wei. lolx. went to sch. met riz and jie xiong at the first level went for IS together. haha. had fun in my creative applied thinkin skills class, although the teacher asked us to do lotsa of weird exercise. lolx. =) . aft tt went to meet jas at the canteen together with Raymond. lolx. so funnie. see raymond want to luff ler. hahahaha! then me and jas went to had lunch while raymond waited for his classmates. chatted with him and stuff. his class girls came. had my lunch and jas sent me to the bus stop n went home. aft tt went out for awhile with my mother. lolx. came home around 3. slept for awhile.woke up at 5 and went for dance ler. =D . learn the AP dance. =) .. its nice.. lotsa seniors and graduates of the dance club will be dancing with us too.. haha. the whole dance rm was so noisy tt ade was covering her ears. lolx. reached home around 10+ ... blar blar blar

thurs:
hmm. meet jas and wei at the busstop. haha. was the earliest! weetz! lolx. aft tt went for wcom lecture. somehow i dun really like the lecturer lei. haha. she like abit dao dao tt type? anyway the lect ended at 1030 .. half and hrs earlier .. so ... me .. wei.. jas.. edmund.. bing wen.. andrew and wei hong went to SIM to eat. haha. didnt had much appetite. so i ate lil.. were chattin and laming ard. lolx.. aft tt jas.. wei and me went to print notes while they guys dunno go whr? lolx.. so we 3 went to blk 73 first.. went to SDAR to get my forms for the dance stuff... and then went to print notes.. bought lotsa sweets aft tt haha.. and we went to blk 51 and slacked at the benches.. lolx.. wei was lying .. and i threw sweets on her.. hahaha! kenna threw back by her.. lolx.. went to for econs aft tt.. =D ... surprisingly i wasnt sleepy in any of the lectures! =) heh heh heh... aft econs lec.. walked jas to band club hse.. but later we 3 decided to go westmall. i called xy.. haha.. shes going thr with bun chin.. so.. went walk arnd first.. went to aw's shop visit her.. lolx... then we went kfc... xy and bc came.. so we 5 had lunch.. hahaha.. all band players except me! lolx... kinda hab fun.. then aft tt we 5 walked around.. hahaha.. luff and stuff.. then aft tt met wee see!!! lolx.. but she bo chap me..lolx!.. aft tt wei and jas went back.. so left me xy and bc.. lolx... bc is so funny when he tell me wht hairstyle xy should cut.. lolx.. then we 3 walked around lo.. funny... then xy sent us to the busstop.. me and bun chin tok 157.. lolx.. then bus so crowded man!!!!!! lol... cause the back ppl dun want to move in.. haha.. then aft tt .. i went to meet dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ... hahaha.. happy to see him !!!!! muacks muacks muacks!!!! =D hehehe... think loving him more and more ler.. =D... 9 went back lo.. hahaaa... then reached home.. then blar blar blar... tml lesson 9 -11 onli... hahaha...going gym with xy aft tt ba...=D...

lala..

2004-12-07T06:08:00.001-08:00

hmm.. its the second day of sch, guess its coming along fine? =)

meet em at 830 todae was early, so me and wei went to print the notes for some of em. went for FFA lecture. haha. miss annie chiu was the lecturer! tt's good. but our tutor hab changed. my god. she looks demanding and fierce? she say.." to all thsoe under my tutorials class, expect the unexpected" sounds mysterious? well, somehow we gotta get along with her.. hmmz.. lecture was a 2 hr one.. somehow i almost fell asleep. haha. coz i had late night yesterdae. ended 10 mins earlier .. so we 3 went to get the notes for tml IS. the quee was still as long. haha. but there isnt much choice i guess.

went to bt timah alazah to had lunch with wei jas and lou wei. had some malay food which tasted quite alright? lolx. aft tt me and wei went to the bt timah hawker thr to take bus home while jas and her lou wei dunno go whr liao .. haha.. hafway.. wei say she stomachache then we we went to search for the ladys.. haha.. waited outside for her. hmmz. went to take 157 to meet dear while wei went home to slp i guess. haaa.

hmmz.. meet up with dear! finally! ahh.. hmm.. finally see him in his dyed hair. handsome lo. haha. he ben lai already handsome ler. haha. we went to slack around. tok.laugh. blar. blar .blar. hahaha.. dun want to say la... =) ... just feel so comfortable when im with dear ba..=) .. ai si ni ler ooo!... =) ... hmm.. haha.. so we slacked for 2 - 3 hrs... then.. i waited for dear downstairs while he went up to change.. his going out with his buddies.. haha.. then first time see dear in his going out clothes? hmm... hao cute oo.. =) ... then... he sent me off .. and ta dahh.... dunno when can see him again.. hais....................................

had a chat with xy.. haha.. was controling my laughter man... ~ lolx... anyway.. went home put down my bag and stuff and i went to imm to get dear's present stuff.. blar blar.. come home.. do abit of it... then mummy came home.. haha.. she was suprise to see me home early.. then we bathed.. and we went for dinner at imm with daddy... ahh.. hahaha.. mummy tried to lie to me!!! belived it?! but she was such a lousy one.. lolx... ahhahaa.. i was laughin all e way aft i cha chuan her!... lolx.. =D .. love mummy lots ahhh...

xy now enjoying herself in some hotel.. for some wedding sia!.. xian mu.. lolx... asked her to ta bao .. dunno she will do it anort..lolx.. hahaha..=D .. ok la.. she wont de.. lolx.. if me .. i also wont.. so ps to ta bao right? ..

hmmz.. think tt's it abt todae.. going to do my tutorial!... =D ... take care peeps...

first day of school

2004-12-06T04:27:00.000-08:00

hmmz. its 6th of dec. the first day of sch and im enjoying myself still. =)

here's some of the new aims or rather things tt i wanna acheived:
-to get more As.. AD even!
-to maintain a no Cs result
-to curb well with my temper
-to manage my time properly
-to put in more effort in my work
-to forgive and forget the ppl
-to takes things at my stride
-to be a better friend, girlfriend,daughter and sister

yep.. tt's it! well, todae went to sch and meet my classmates at 1030. me n wei wore sleeveless and we didnt put on our jacket! first time. lolx. went to hab our BCA (business computer application) . the lecture's abit boring. its an intro and she's went into abit of excel. the lecture ended at in 45 mins time. woo! good. me and jas went to the band club house but its locked. jas needed to keep the blazaar. so we decided to get our notes for vins enterprise. aft getting it, wanted to go to the other shop to get our notes but the quee was a killer! so we decided to get it another day. we walked pass the library, i was thinking abt the yam ice blended bubble tea.. when suddenly wei say tt she miss it and ask if we want any hahaha! so we went in and get a cup each!.. ahhh.. its so yummy! no whr can compare to np's yam ice blended! wahahaz. went to canteen 2 to pass the blazaar to SK . went to do some stuff and we went out of school ler!..

hmmz. gr8t to see some ppl after a long time.. riz.. jam.. example... hahaha... ahh! miss em ! well, we took e bus to clementi to meet up with xy. haha. but we were late because of ME! went to pay my hp bill. lolx. sry XY! lolx. aft tt me xy , wei and jas went to bugis walk walk! haha.. had lotsa fun. =D bought lotsa stuff .. hmmz.. mom's christmas prezzie and dear's one.. .. hmm.. im left with my brother's and father's ... walk and walk.. till when i reached home.. its already 7. haha... =/ so yep .. tt's it abt todae.... looking forward to tml!...=)

helloo~

2004-12-05T05:22:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel for my friends around me. not onli tt i feel for the people around me. but at times. when im selfish i guess i just want it my way. everyone's selfish to some extent i suppose...

i hab a friend. he's a guy. he's in love with a girl named xxx. but girl xxx is still in love with guy www. xxx and www are once steads now they seperated. but girl xxx is still in love with guy www. somehow girl xxx and my friend are good buddies. extremely good. that somehow they hab a liking for each other. my friend hab always been thr for her. when she's sad, he will be the one wiping her tears off. girl xxx dont noe wht she should do. but somehow girl xxx is taking my friend for granted.

wht should my friend do? he came up to me.. asked me.. but i dunno wht should he do also.. somehow i think the girl is selfish ba.... how come she nv think for my friend... if she didnt like him in the first place why the close relationship and perharps giving the wrong signs to my friend. hais. perharps the girl is still waiting for the guy? but somehow i feel sad for my friend. how? wht should he do neh? how come recently ive become some sort of love consultant. haha. sianz. if im able to ans their question i think im good enuff.. the problem is. im a person who sucks when it comes to dealing with feelings. lolx.

ahh.. i feel like changing my hp to 7610 or 7260.. hmmz.. u guys tell me which one i should get ba !

a nice sunday.

2004-12-05T05:07:00.000-08:00

slept at 3+ last night. woke up at 11 am. hais. got pulled / nagged out by my father. kenna scolded by my mother also. its so argh! fine! my father wanted to go to bukit timah to had his chicken rice and he wants e whole family to go. my mom got fed up with me for lazing on the bed and decided not to go anymore. dad turns sulky. lolx. anyway, i managed to get myself pulled out of bed wash up and the family decided to go to bukit timah.

took a cab down. the restaurant is called 5 star hainanese food. so my father ordered half a chicken of a mix of the white skin chicken and the roasted one. sambal kangkong.toufu.salad you tiao. kaya toast.tt's alot! we ate. sorta get back together already. haha. family arguements onli last awhile. =) the chicken rice thr not bad. hmmz. u guys can go n try. its cheap n good. aft brunch. we walked to bukit timah plaza. bought stuffs. reached hm at 2+ ler.

at 3 me and my bro walk to bb to swim. hmmz, swim lo.. the water is so full with cotton. cause those students learning swimming thr are wearing their pyjamas. the water is so not clear! well, just swim la. wonder who many cotton balls are thr in my stomach lerz. we left the place ar 4+ went to westmall with my brother. kinda bought lots of stuff. haha. then decided to go imm to get some of his stuff. so we took 188. infront of us is a couple. they were intimate. and i realise the guy look like dear! the first time i saw i got shocked! lolx. but... aft the second look, its not him. hahaha. smsed dear n tell him abt it. hahahaz.. he say ," go and say hi to ur bf lor.. say "hi dear.. ur another gf ahh? hahaha" ... hahaha.. then.. dear say he wont do such a thing to me de...kinda touched by his words ba... coz he seldom say such stuff de ba.. =) *hugs* .. then hmm.. went imm walk and walk.. kenna chased by my mother to come home early coz my brother still hab to booked in.. lolx.. reached home 6+ ler i think.. im uncle and aunt came to my house.. hehe..played with hazel and hayden again!....=) ahh... hazel's cuteness is beyond control!.. see her feel like squeezing her... =) hahahaz... had dinner and stuff.. gotta packed for tml ler.. and sch's just frm 11 - 12... lolx...

to every np students.. jia you ba!

the night...

2004-12-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

its late now. somehow im just not tired. wonder why too. dear is staying at his friend's hse. he had an arguement with his family. poor thing. well, just let him cool down first ba. i cant do much too.

sometimes i wonder why i exist in this world. i would rather not live my life. one has many troubles. obsticles and stuff. lastly, gotta to face with all types of ppl in this world. not to mention, got oneself entagled with word love. who can really explain the word love? its like, sometimes because of love u do something on impulse and regret later. but why should this happen? because of love, one tends to be selfish. because of love, one just do things that cannort me explain. love = being foolish? im not sure either. if tt's so. im foolish then.

if someone have to live, can he live without making any mistakes in life? doubt so. one of my friends came up and tok to me. which really make my tots spinning. why should one do so much for love? example, break a friendship? or even break family ties? sarcifice one's life? does love really worth such doing such a thing?

i remembered then when i was with yurihan, sorta had lotsa disagreement with my family. my mother even threatened to serve all ties with me if i continued to be with him. but i still continue. now, when i think back, i feel foolish for wht ive done. thinking tt ill be with him forever and stuff. its really stupid. aft breaking off with him, ive drawn closer with family esp my mother and my brother and for that i thank god. somehow, it gave me family warmth. the feeling is so special.

sometimes, i feel tired of living. when u are sad, u cant show tt u are sad, u remain happy. when u are angry, anger are kept within urself. no one is ever true to himself. even me. besides that, u got to tolerate with the mood swings of many ppl and thr's nothing much u can do abt it but just accept it. well, this is life i guess.

making mistakes is the worse of all. u noe u did something wrong but u just hid it inside. u wont wanna admit. u wont even acknowledge it. cause one's egoness is huge. so denial comes into picture and everyone thinks u are a big time liar.

next, everyone is talking abt everyone. tell me who don't talk behind ppl's back. the funny thing is, the person can be real good to you but yet sprouting nonsense abt u. weird, yet thr are such ppl in this world.ppl will nv think abt themselves. even me. i do talk bad abt ppl. y cant ppl just think abt themselves before saying someone else? mayb put themselves in tt person's shoes before saying anything? perharps before saying abt someone , stop and think if u ever did the same thing as the person before?

my conclusion: in this non beautiful world, thr arent any perfect person. (inclding me) .. ppl make mistakes. ppl dun live the way the want to live. ppl are liars. ppl are foolish because of love.ppl are nothing but puppets to the brain. ppl just live.

solution: dun think abt the past of wht u did and continue living in the corrected way? wht for cry over a spilled milk... its over..or think abt the past or even worry abt the future as u dun even hab the ability to control it.. as everyone in ur life plays a part in controlling ur small little precious life. so live ur life to ur fullest now. love everyone and everyone loves u back. bare no grudges. bare no hatreds. keep all ur worries ! smile and enjoy every seconds of ur life. who noes.. wht might happen next.
( ying, this is the best solution i can give u ba ..lolx)

im tired liao. haha. hmmz. haben been bloggin other's blog recently. abt 2 3 days ler ba. haha. im just so lazy to click at e navigations. wht's more im watching tons of vcd when im free . lolx. so friends out dere lookin at this. take care. and cheers.

as time goes by..

2004-12-04T03:47:00.000-08:00

well well, woke up at 12+ in the afternoon. ah ha. didnt go for dance. somehow i dont feel like going. i needa rest i guess.

kenna shooed out of bed by my father and also wei's call. haha. she called me telling me she cut her hair and her hair is spoiled and need to go rebonding soon?!hahaha. then gotta meet my mom at raffles at 2. bla bla and stuff. met her thr . she's with my brother. lolx. i also dunno wht's e arrangement like so suprise to see my brother thr. lolx. went to pray at the temple my brother waited outside cause he did his liao. aft tt we had lunch at delifrance. hmmz. had deli potato. lolx. tot of wei cause its her fav. lolx. went to my ah gong's stall aft tt.

took a cab down. alighted frm the cab. saw one woman's hair dye until nice lo! the colour and e highlights! haha. then i told mummy. mummy asked me to dye like dat! i was stunned.. lolx.. didnt noe mummy would allow such vibrant colours. lolx. she say youngersters must dye this type of colour than nice oo.. hahaha.. then she asked me how come i didnt dye my hair yesterday. eh. haha.. i said i didnt noe wht colour. and aft dying my aunty might say im a chao ah lian! -.-" .. haha.. my mom laughed and say ,"no la" haha.. how easy...

hmm.. went up to my grandad's and grandma's stall. tok to em and stuff. haha.. sorta "repaired" my grandfather's hp. lolx. =D. sat for an hr and we went off ler. went to junction8 to walk again! hahaha. so we took e train down. walk around lo. haha. todae alot of ppl sia. see also headache. 0.X hahaha. hmm.. around 6+ took the train back home. lolx. im home now.

=) .. sch's gonna reopen ...................... hahahaha..................

=)

2004-12-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

another late blogged entry! =/

hmmz. went swimming with zt yest. aft work. suppose to meet him but somehow we didnt meet? lolx. anyway. swam a few laps before getting out of e pool. went hm abt 6+ 7 ler. rot infront of the tee bee till 10+ then i she de to go and bath! hahaha. my body was full of chlorine smell. =x hahahaz. cause aft every swim. we would just shower off the chlorinated water at the toilet then can liao lo, go home the bath thoroughly. hahahaz. =/

went to work this morning again. ahhh. tired. but todae time seems to past so fast!? lolx. its really my last day of work lerz. poor xy, she'll still be continuing. lolx. =x

went to junction8 and meet up with zt. cut my hair. ahh.. wanted to dye! mummy allowed! but somehow i didnt dye. lolx. got phobia later turns out to be ugly? or i dunno? hahaha. then just cut at jean yip. then we walked around. had dinner at swensen's ahh.. this this new stuf going out thr. the caption .."how the west won" or something like tt de.. its all abt some food la. hahaha. seems so nice. but it didnt turn out good. -.-" haha. while im at junction8 .. dear went swimming with his friends.. haha.. hahahaha! copy me!!! no la.. just kidding.. =x ... haha..

bought alot of stuff again. hais. i needa control. recently just bought an op skirt and slippers also. then alot of rubbish also. hahahaz. shyt. haben got any christmas prezzies for anyone yet. ahhh... $$ is always nt enuff... *cryz* lolx.

ahhhh!!!!!! so many ppl hab been comenting that im so tan!!!!!!!!! -.-" ... when i work. uncle siew say me.. customers say me.. just now go junction8 walk the sales woman also ask me! i got so dark meh!. haha.. somemore can ask if im a malay or chinese. do i look like a malay? lolx. anyway, when sch terms starts going to piao bai liao wht. no time to swim also. sian.
monday sch gonna reopen ler.

haha. just now while bathing i suddenly tot of e library's cafe. dunno how come like i miss the yam ice blended thr. lolx. =)

wont be going dance tml. needa pray to tai shui before sch reopens. and im really too tired to go for dance. i needa rest before the sch term starts. =) ahhh.. im craving for some nice gr8t dian xin!!!!!!!!!!! =) hahahaahaz .. it would be good if i can hab it at chinatown's "yam cha" or outram's "hong xin" restaurants... shall do some psyco-ing on my father to bring us thr this sun!!! =D

think ive yah-dah enuff here. lolx.

yep yep yep...

2004-12-02T02:54:00.000-08:00

im back frm chalet. hahaz. its fun and bored at times too. haha.

the pics from e chalet ... zhiting's bday ... and TA08 has already been posted in here.

ahh.. shant elaborate abt the chalet. or else it will be tiresome. lolx. well, im happy and even more glad to see my 402 friends. ahhh.. miss em so much. =) . but well, some has changed. esp [her] .. my one of best friends then.. she seems so bossy? or domineering? but also pretend not to do anything when she is suppose to do something? she seems cold to me. i dun know why either. hais. just let it be it then...

hmm. went to work todae. was sorta psycho to work. e bookshop need ppl. and im so reluctant to work. so so so so so so reluctant. hais. but just do ba. lolx.

ahh.. my tired now. shall stop here. =)

another poem.

2004-11-27T23:15:00.000-08:00

dedicated to:
my only dear ( ming qun) heeez..

its a new begining.
the old one had been fogotten.
it was said by all.
she was foolish then.

pulled together once again.
brave through everything.
alone.
till then you came.

you are everything she could ask for.
she thank god for someone like you.
once again, she is happy.

although its just the begining.
she knows.
if 2 are to willing.
they will last forever and ever.

dear... just wanna say
I LOVE YOU!
muacks. =)

bored.

2004-11-27T23:12:00.000-08:00

its a sunday.

its raining.

its boring.

onli slept at 2+ last night, although i was really tired. woke up at 230 this afternoon. -.-" . its raining. i cant go for a swim. hmm. im bored. but im lookin forward to tml's chalet. hahaha. ta dahh. nothing liao.. gone..

missss

2004-11-27T06:29:00.000-08:00

hmmz. tot of going to dance camp todae. but noorin smsed me sayin the training time would be frm 9 - 11 am.. thus, i cant make it. haha. hais. worked. went for a swim with xy for a couple of hours. haha. feelin so tired now.

could hab gone to my aunt's chalet. haha. but i guess i was lazy to travel so far, so i gave it a missed. lolx. went out with my brother and xy after tt instead. went to suntec. hahaha. went to find zhiting. she's selling so stuff thr at the family fair. haha . qi zhao ba zhao smsed me ask me go and support her. lolx.. how can dun go right? lolx. bought keychains. haha. others are too expensive and im budgeting somemore. lolx. hahaha. then walked around the fair. haha. thr's alot of stuff to eat. ahhhh. hahaha. anyway, we went off aft awhile, walked around suntec. went to eat. xy and my bro see me eat. haha. seems like im a glutton ! hahaa. after tt.. continue walking. lolx.. saw 2 of my bristish council friends. lolx. hahaha.hmm.. had lotsa fun ! =) laughters and stuff.. hahaha.. we walked around raffles shopping center too. aft tt me and xy went back.. my bro went to orchard to meet his friends lo.. hahaa..

ahh.. dear is at john's hse. haha. think he's staying over night thr. haha. always like dat de.. =/ .. haha.. cant be bothered.. so tired .. hmm.. miss dear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<>

weetz.

2004-11-27T02:00:00.000-08:00

hmm. packed my rm and stuff. and yeah! then kitty's are hung up in moi room now!! ahh.. so nice.. hahaha... =) waahahahz. my rm looked much neater now.. >.<

went to meet dear in the evening! =) .. mizz him lots oh... like very long nv see hiim ler.. =) .. haha... suppose to meet 530 de.. in the end.. i 508 like dat reach ler? wahahaha.. and dear just reached home frm school... haha.. then he came down without bathing.. lolx.. ahh.. haha.. then went to his house downstairs and tok tok tok tok tok ... so happy to see dear !!! ahh.. miss him.. miss his smiles.. his laughters!! wahahahaz..=x... ahh.. then aft tt we walk to hy bball court thr.. with his friends.. erm.. john.. er.. er... yong qiang er... bahx.. li long? haha.. others dunno wht name la..=x.. hahaha.. then i sit thr watch them play bball lo... hahaha.. they like all so pro de.-.-" then can see tt they all very good buddies? lolx... think played for 1 hr plus ba.. haha.. forgotten also... then kee fui came... hahahahaahaaaaa! dotzz... see him feel like laughing also dunno why.. think because he is a funny guy lo ... then he come then me and dear went off.. lolx... hehe.. then me and dear... hahaha.. walk walk.. tok tok.. weeee.. so sweet.. =) ... ahh... feel so good to be with him.. =) .. love u lots ler!!!! ai shi ni oo!!!..=) ...

school gonna reopen soon.. hmm.. cant wait for it to come..? lolx.. ahh.. miss wei and jas .. chiu.. many many more la.. hahaha.. ahh... scared got no time for dear.. ahh.. hope i wont neglect him.. time management !!! time management!!! im gonna manage my time well!!! in order for tt to happen.. lesser time to be spent online.. pay more attention to lectures.. so dun need to mug so hard for exams.. ahh.. project be efficient.. ! lolx..

hmm.. reached hm around 10+.. ahh.. didnt go for the camp..=x.. miss the girls somehow.. hmm.. see ba.. tml got time.. rush down in the afternoon? =) .. hmm.. came online chatted.. haha.. chatted with wei.. somehow i miss tt girl... =) .. well, went down for supper with my brother and cousins.. lolx.. tok non-stop lo... tok and tok and tok... we shared 2 spring chicken and a plate of fries? ahh... F A T T E N I N G!... its alright la... didnt eat much thou... lolx.. i didnt had anything the whole day.. so its alright? lolx.. aft eating slack thr a lil.. with crappings!..lolx.. my parents came down.. lolx.. my father la.. every day at night surely hungry de.. lolx.. then my mom acc him... and then we all went back.. and ta dah!.. im here.. lolx.. ahh.. off to sleep! tml gonna wake up early!.. =)

DEAR!!!!... LOVE YOU!!!! HAHAHAHA!.. =)

hahaha

2004-11-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

hmmz.. it seems tt im haven been updating my blog recently !

hahahaz. well, think ill just write abt yest and todae

wed:
went to work in the morning. ahh. took 105 all the way to st andrew's pri. gawd. my head was nodding off. feel asleep. and it was so unsightly. -.-" . i tried controlling but i cant . haha. im sure alot of ppl were starring at me . haha . reach thr. packed bks. newcomers came. tt's good? at least can take over us cause like alot of e old ones cant work liao. then auntie ask me and han zhou to guide them. haha. i had to keep making errands frm the bookshop to the container( whr we pack the books) . whenever my hp vibrates.. saw the bkshop no. means auntie wants me over to the bookshop. haha.. well, did selling and stuff. wore skirt to work.. first time.. lolx.. had lotsa scratches on my legs. ahhh! cuts on the hand too! xi guan jiu hao.. lolx.. =p .. haha.. went off at 12+ .. took 105 to far east and meet aw thr.. haha.. then we walked around thr.. then to taka.. then back to far east.. ahh.. spend alot ..
bought:
-3 tops
-1 flats
-bikini (lolx)
-trim eyebrow
ahh.. spend alot alot.. tt's bad... lolx.. anyway.. had a fun day with aw thou..=).. 5+ left the place.. aw went to meet her friend.. while i went to school and had dance... but when i went thr.. haha.. ade msg me saying teacher not thr? .. haha.. but in 184 ler.. so go lor.. haha.. went to dance studio.. slacked.. lolx.. saw wei!!! miss her wor... -.-" .. haha.. then around 7+ i went hm ler.. while waiting for the bus at the intercharge at clementi.. one grp of police guys hugging their machine guns walk pass.. thr were 8 of them? all so fierce de! hahaha.. kinda scary lo. haha. well, met siew kim at wisma too.. hehe.. more and more pretty le wor.. cant wait to see the 402 ppl at the chalet wor!!..=)

thurs:
hahah..set my hp alarm at 9 am.. but i was still lazing in bed.. -.-" .. haha.. 11 tt time.. wee see and angel called me.. hahaha.. ask me wht time going down to hy .. so .. i woke up.. bath.. and went ler.. =) .. went back to hy .. habing open hse!!!!! hahaha.. say wee leong thr too? ha.. then.. went to the npcc unit.. happy to see my juniors lo.. =) .. then walk around with wee see and angel.. ahh.. saw miss leong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. she treat me drink and hmm.. something else? lolx.. love her to bits ler.. then keep talking to her lo... ahh.. gonna miss her.. saw miss mei.. mrs wong .. mr soo.. so many more.. !! had conversation with mrs wong and mr soo too!!!!ahhH!... going to miss em .......................... saw mdm xm too.. lolx.. saw so many ppl .. haha.. alot of ex hy came back too.. >.< ... im missing hy now.. all the good times.. hais.. sob.. then went to take the costume for dance... then went back to np thr to slack ... =) .. aft tt went out with ws and angel.. went to ws hse first.. lolx.. read mag... play com while waiting for her to bath.. and angel.. then we went jp to had lunch!.. lolx... then went to suntec.. hahaha.. i spent money again.. ahh... gotta to control ler.. -.-" .. then we went to raffles shopping center.. then slacked at starbucks... !! i had lotsa fun fun fun fun fun fun!!!!.. so long neber talk to ws and angel ler.. we had lotsa fun lo.. talk non- stop.. then hahaha... playing and fooling around.. luff like mad sia!!!.. ahh.. miss them alot!!! hehe.. zhen de... one of my bestest friends are em!.. hais.. dunno when then see em again.. *sobs*... ahh.. i shall stop here ler..

ahh.. missing dear like crazyy... lolx.... -.-".. he's habing exams now.. ahh! if u see this.. jia you ba!.. love ya!.. =)

just some thoughts..

2004-11-20T19:16:00.000-08:00

bloggie..

ahh... im early todae... was being forced out of bed to hab breakfast with my family. im kinda full too. >.< ... hmmz.. darling is still sleeping i suppose.. =)

cant wait for the sch term to start again. i really miss the studying days. =x . i know u guys might think im crazy or wht so ever.. but the mugging for exams time was fun!! really miss schools.. really miss lectures.. >.< .. really miss wei and jas.. well, sch gonna start soon! well, dont really feel like working anymore. i hate tt 630 wake up and go to work schedule. its so tiring! but perharps just go for another day next week to collect my pay! hehehe. next week gonna be a busy week. there's the annual cassc camp. part of me is reluctant to go. cause will be mixing with other cassc members. -.-" . but im sure sleeping in the dance rm at night with all the insane girls will be fun! haha.. =P.. cant wait for 402's chaletttt... gawd. i miss em terribly.

ahh... sometimes i think wht i want in life? to be successful? or just lead a normal life? nah.. a normal life for me is so uninteresting. i want to be a successful person!! and its a must. i really hate it when my aunts and uncles look down on me. damn! it hurts! my aunts hab intelligent kids u see.their kids now currently waiting for their PSLE results and guess wht? they are already starting on sec 1 's work. isnt tt abit stressful for the kids. *nods* ahh.. i wonder why our society has become such a stressful place for u and me to live in. more white hairs sprouting out of our heads.. tt explains why the need of yun nan bioherbalessence shit? .. haha.. *whteva* . back to where ive said. my aunts think poly is a no future place. they hab this stupid mind set in their head tt after poly ---- work. damn. im life isnt just getting myself a stable job and get on with life forever like this , u noe? i just dun understand why the older generations of singapore including some young ones think tt poly students are nothing but dumbos. ahh.. u guys are freaking wrong! poly do equipped us with the required skills for the workforce. but.. after poly we still can enter university!!!!! damn. some ppl just think tt after poly one cant enter uni. shit em. in fact i hab couple of friends in the university who hab previously graduated frm the JC . when they enter uni, they find themselves at a disadvantage as compared to the poly students! why?
- JC dun teach u skills.. they onli teach u acad stuff ( do u think acad stuff can be applied in work?)
- in poly u accuired skills. life in uni will be better off. cause u already had a headstart back in poly where Jc students hab to start all over again
- Poly students experience real working life during their attachment. does JC hab it ? doubt so
- Poly students are independent! JC .. ahh.. i dunno wht to say abt it
-Poly students hab many experience in presentation. the right attitude and guesture one must hab when giving a presentation , with formal wear and stuff.. does JC do tt? NO!

blah blah blah.. many many more reasons. im just lazee to state out in here. moreover, MOE has already increased the intake of poly students into uni! damn!! how come my aunt's and some ppl just dun read the papers?! anyway, to those of my friends in JC... pls dun misunderstand!! im not pin pointing on u guys.. im just so irritated by my aunts who looked down on me and my other cousins who are in poly. damn! i promise i will enter Uni. i'll showe them!!

thinking abt my future. i want to be someone of a good status. someone who ppl look up to. its an high expectation of myself. but i noe i can do it!! haha.. once again i would really hope u guys read the story book " rich dad poor dad" .. it really helps u to strengthen u tots in financial planning for ur future. to get rich and stuff. enjoy the book! =)

sometimes i wonder, are friends true to u? or rather ur close friends true to u? sometimes, they claim they are but are u sure? im nt so sure why. but this friend of mine. know her for quite some time. but she is like a 2-faced person? infront of u.. she will say the bad things abt A (who is apparently her good friend too) . and when i talk to A.. A told me tt she is talking bad abt me behind my back to her? damn! sometimes, i really feel so stressed up when im outside with her. she give her comments like no one's business. she think she is perfect. she looks down on u... hais.. im sick of all this shit she is giving me. hais. cant life be more simple?

think im blabbering far too much todae. need a swim. butttt.. its a sunday.. crowded. ahh.. well, let's see first ehh.. =)

wooo...

2004-11-20T18:39:00.000-08:00

its sat today! ahh.. time just pass so fast .. >.<

came home around 12 am yesterdae... hmm... went cineleisure with mummy last night. we had free tics to the show THE INCREDIBLES! .. hehe.. so we took the train thr.. omg.. then place is crowded!!! and N O I S Y .. haha.. we had our dinner at yoshinoya! hmm.. first time mummy tried it.. =) .. after tt we went to get our popcorns and stuff and went up.. gosh! the cinema is PACKED! -.-" haha.. soon the show started... hehe.. nice show!! .. 4.5/5 !!! weeee!! really nice.. haha.. those who hab watched surely agree with me de!! the little petite lady in the show who makes costumes is so cute and funny! the way she walks.. ahh..! haha.. hmm..im over reacting down here.. lolx..but its really a nice show.. >.<>

hmm.. this morning woke up at 11+ by darling's sms.. haha.. he woke up earlier than me?! haha.. cant believe.. anyway... haha.. went for dance .. and he.. continue sleeping .. haha.. went to school had lunch at the dance studio.. ahh.. haha.. todae onli 7 person came.. 2 juniors... 5 seniors.. -.-" my god.. and todae lao shi is back.. =) but still she's sick.. =( .. hope she will be fine ba.. then do all the warm up.. bar work and stuff.. ya tui!!!!! >.< ... omg.. im sure my muscles will ache tml.. hee.. well, the whole grp just slacked thr and talked for 2 hrs.. haha.. went back around 5+ .. took 183 back.... my god... then bus travel so slowlyy.......................................................... haha, hmmz.. feel like swimming.. but when i reached hm.. my brother is back hm frm swimming!!! darling is with his friends at queensway... hais.... i miss him alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..................

i think im getting more and more in love with darling liao... =) .. heez.. miss his laughter and jokes.. hehe.. nv fail to make me luff.. although some are cold la...haha.. >.< ... sometimes.. i wonder if im not good enuff for him.. he's like.. so perfect lo.. handsome somemore.. me? NOTHING... im feeling so inferior... well, im just so happy tt ive found someone like him.... *hugs hugs* >.0

happy!

2004-11-19T16:01:00.000-08:00

ahhh... haven been writing in my blog!! whr ive stopped? .. wed.. haha.. ok..

thurs:
hmm.. woke up around 6 or 7? need to go to st andrew junior this time! suppose to take my father's transport.. but.. haha. i decided to go thr on my own. so i took 183 to the intercharnge.. took e train.. *yawns* and 139 later.. gosh! so tedious! lolx.. okay its not tedious. its so troublesome! xy went to the sec school to work. and i feel so lonely!!! haha.. reached at 830 am. tt's so early.. slacked at the canteen and hab choc milk for my breakfast. haha. jackson came. ahh.. been a long time ever since we chat? since last yr? haha.. so we did some catch up! and realise.. he knew my darling.. haha.. as in.. face noe? bleahx .. haha.. han zhou came after tt.. ahh.. time passed so slowly in the bookshop.. -.-" .. keep doing counting.. my hand is so familarise with e calculator liao. haha. then collect the booklist frm those students.. ahh!!!! st andrew junior is so noisy! my god! i almost become deaf during their recess time! hahaha.. they shout mannn~.. andd andd anddd... some of the parents really damn irritating lo.. tell them cannort collect book yet... onli can place order.. then they die die also must buy! for wht mann.. tell them say the books not here yet... then.. some of the parents order long time ago... then they came and collect .. those parents see liao say ." how can he can buy i can't" .. i explain liao.. they say they still want to buy!!!!ahhh...... troublesome customers!! was so fed up mannnn! .. auntie sorta of cool me down.. wahaha.. =p ... well, its 4+ and im not off frm work.. gosh!.. in sec school around 3 can go liao lei!!.. haha.. i cant stand it anymore and i told uncle tt i had to go! .. haha.. went off at 445 pm.. =p ... went out of st andrew junior... while for 139 to come... something very idiotic thing happen..! a lao ti ko who drives a mercs... stopped his car right at the bus stop.. and ask me to get in to his car.. i was like.. *act blur*.. damn.. im abit scared.. lolx.. coz im alone at the busstop..! .. i ignored him... he drove awy.. make a U turn.. and beep at me again when he is opposite the bus stop!.. signalled me to get into his car..! wahhh!!! (&$(*!$&(*(*()*#&(*... do he think im some kind of pros?!!!!! ... and he make another U turn... and he beep again.. i was l ike.. "wtf!" the bus came! i quickly get up ... ahhh.. took 157 at toa payoh interchange.. haha.. took all the way back to HY bus stop .. meet up with darling!!!!!! haha.. so happy... >.<>

fri:
usual went to st andrew junior.. this time.. i took 105 all the way!!!! wahahahz.. stop at the main road and walk in.. hahaha.. todae.. boring.. uncle ask me pack books.. but.. aunty say dun need? .. so i continue my boring job by calculating those boring looking booklist.. ahh.. haha.. 12+ went out to buy lunch for the rest.. haha.. at least i feel more awake.. ate.. and continue doing.. hmm.. went back at 230... i damn sian... then.. 105 all the way home.. hee.. i just love to take long rides in buses.. =) .. missing darl right now... >.< .. he's sleepin... ahh.. haha.. going out with mummy later..=) ..

hmm.. to all my peeps.. im attached?!!! heeee... with a great guy.. ming qun!..=) .. hehe.. he's cute..? hehe.. wahahaa.. *shy* ler.. lolx... well, shall u guys more next time oo.. =)

heee.. =)

2004-11-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

hmmz. slept at around 11+ last night? hee. but woke up at 11 haha. set my hp alarm at 9. but i just feel like lazing more. lolx. =p . woke up.. felt bored.. called zt! heh heh. and we went swimming at bb! at last!.. hmm.. alot of guys at the pool todae.. haha.. anyway we swam frm 11+ - 1 and we got out.. bath and stuff and went to imm and hab our lunch at ljs. hmm. i had the grill fish thing. should be less fattening than those fried one .. i guess? haha.. anyway, we back home after tt..

played gb.. slacked .. read mag.. blar blar.. around 5+ went for dance ler! met chiu at the clementi busstop.. hehe.. go to school together lor.. she got band.. went to the band's clubhouse and find wei.. lolx.. =) she acc me to the canteen to grab a bottle of water.. sent me up then she go and do her stuff? haha.. she's so good.. lolx.. =) .. went to the dance rm. haha.. so little ppl. well, lao shi not here todae, she's sick. so we had our own practice? haha.. so we learnt hip hop lo.. haha.. was laughing all the way lor. jeremy, chin ling, ade, noorin.. they all so funny. hahahaaa.. ended at 9, earlier than usual ... went home lo...

on the bus, there's this woman who sits infront of me.. she dropped her bracelet.. haha.. i was thinking if i should tell her.. then its like.. it looks like its quite expensive? ... and ... when i reached my stop.. i went to the front and tell her.. pick it up for her.. before alighting!.. hahaha.. >.< .. hahaha..aye.. done a good deed.. wahahahahaz.. hmm.. haha..

bleahx.. feelin so hungry.. and im lazee to go down to buy anything to eat.. so decided to hab oats instead.. its more healthy too wht! .. haha.. but.. i decided to stop aft a few mouth.. haha.. its so plain... -.-" .. hahahahaha.. alrighto... tt's it for todae.. =)

heez.

2004-11-16T20:32:00.000-08:00

hmm. =) . couldnt really sleep well last night. nt so sure why either. was flipping about in my bed. i was able to do exercise ! imagine doing sit ups and u are still nt tired. >.<>

woke up at 6+ again. meet xy. we saw han juan's bro at the lavender busstop. haha. then we were gussing if he's going to work too. cause he works for the bookshop also. but when 61 come.. haha.. he didnt board the bus with us.. instead he took 145? haha.. anyway, went to0 the hawker and had breakfast. xy had her vegetarian bee hoon. i ate the bread my mother gave me. haha. we both had soya bean milk. woooo~.

went to st andrew's.. couple for customer already. help aunty bee eng lo. the the flow of the customer is not constant. hahaha. then when mr poh came. no work also he will find work for us. -.-" haha. we were able to go off at 3. heez. took 61 to city hall and took train to lakeside. saw adam and his stead in the train. =) .. meet MQ at the train station.... and then we walk to somewhr and sit and talk? lolx.. hahahaa........................................ bleahx. im home now.. weee! =) love todae alot.. =) ahhh.. miss someone.. =)

a nice day thou...

2004-11-15T14:00:00.000-08:00

hmm.. yesterday was such a fun day! =) ..

my day begins at onli 3pm .. haha.. wht a pi99y i am.. >.< .. couldnt really blame me mah.. slept at 3 am the previous night.. tokin to MQ on e phone till 2+ .. haha.. well, came online for awhile and had some slight lunch before reading my book on the sofa and i fell asleep again! hahaha.. mummy was saying im such a pi9!! *sobx* .. lolx.. watch zhen qing after tt lohx..

my uncle and his family came! weee.. with 2 adorable kids.. Hayden and Hazel.. weee... hazel is such a cutie.. haha.. both my cheeks kenna pinched by them!! -.-" .. haha.. then i help to look after them.. my god!! hazel is just 1 yr old and she is so active.. haha.. im tired after looking after her.. she really noes how to crawl fast, climb high.. haha.. i pity my auntie ahh.. lolx.. then i feed the 2 kids lo... =D .. become a bao mu already.. wahaha... after dinner... went to bath..

at 10 pm.. we went out!!! hahaha.. all my aunties and uncles, not forgetting the cousins are going to hab a night outing!!! my uncle drived us to Labrador park.. ( somewhr near habour front, pasir panjang) . hahaahaa.. when we reached there .. they were a number of ppl lor.. bbq and stuff.. but the park is so deep in.. haha.. onli got car then can go ba.. well, 12 of us went.. we meet at the jetty.. weee... uncles started mendling their fishing rods and stuff lo.. hee.. all the aunties were sitting at the spreaded ground sheet and doing their chit chatting.. haha.. i was chit chatting with my sec 4 cousin.. haha.. she so relaxing lor.. now habing o levels still can run here and thr with us.. lolx.. =) but she's clever la... no problem in her Os de .. hehe.. well, went to play with my little cousins too.. hahaha..

hm.. around 12+ my mom and father went home.. haha.. mom wanted to sleep.. i stayed! haha.. how can i miss out the fun!! lol.. so my uncle fetch them out to the main road ...and they took a cab home.. haha.. before tt we went to the toilet.. the route to the toilet is so dark and scary!!!! hahaha.. then we walk ther other longer way back.. hahaha.. which is brighter... haha.. went back there.. ate tidbits.. and stuff.. around 2+ me and my cousin was lying on the groud sheet gazing at the stars.. ahh... so nice.. hehe.. just love stars.. =) my aunt saw a shooting star.. ahh!!! haha.. but its was a short one thou.. hmm.. was sms-ing MQ throughout.. till 3+ i knock off.. hahaha.. its so windy and cold there... kinda shivering!! haha.. was wearing my jeans.. ahh.. no regret wearing jeans.. lolx.. woke up at 5 - 6 + .. received MQ's sms!!! dotz.. he's not asleep.. this type of ppl li hai lor.. haha.. no need to sleep like tt de.. lolx.. haha.. then he sms me say he go and sleep ler.. lolx.. anyway, everyone starts to pack up lo.. haha.. no fishes were caught!.. haha.. kinda expected la.. but there's ppl fishin thr.. and someone caught a big catfish!! lolx.. we packed up.. and went for breakfast at west caost hawker .. e one opposite ginza plaza.. ahh... i guess those ppl at the jetty were glad we left.. haha.. coz we were making lotsa noise.. all the tokin .. and laughters.. hahaha.. well, had chinese mee siam!! haha.. everyone had mee siam!! .. its nice lo.. =) haha.. kinda miss it.. coz whenever i go over to my aunt's place to stay over night.. i will go and hab it.. now my aunt shifted.. haha.. so the whole family was like so excited over the mee siam! haha.. =) ... around 7 + my uncle drove me home .. he stayed at the opposite block onli .. so.. i walked back alone.. hmm.. its so refreshing to walk in the park early in the morning! .. hehe..

reached home.. bathed and went to sleep ........till now? lolx... =) ahh.. dunno if i should go out lei.. haha.. =/

hurs.

2004-11-14T00:20:00.000-08:00

its 12.20 am now. and i just had my bath .. -.-" another late night i guess.. heez..

woke up at 6+ again. meet xy at je ctrl station and went to work. while waiting for xy, i saw something... its like.. at the je mrt station there's this table which hab a notice thr saying "security blar blar" cant remember..and thr would be an indian woman standing thr looking at the mass crowd of ppl transiting at the station. So, while waiting for xy i looked at her while she did her easy job. suddenly, she stopped a man. the sleepy me was kinda awake now. i thought there would be something interesting going on.. (lame me) lolx. she opened his bag and searched thoroughly every pockets and stuff. ahhhh.... i tot her job is an easy one.....as she can easily just slack awy.. haha.. but.. hmm.. singapore is lucky to have her such a security person? .. >.<

dun ask me why i wrote tt.. lolx.. -.-" ( i dun even noe it myself) lolx.. alright alright, hmm.. took e train to lavender.. and took 61 .. we were early so we went to the hawker to have breakfast.. hee.. finally, no more 7-11 breakfast .. lolx.. haha.. reached thr.. not much customer.. keep crapping with xy.. even jimmy say he got nothing to say abt us? we were so free tt me and xy can take tt insecticide can and spray all around our area.. haha.. coz im wearing shorts today.. >.<>.<>

reached dance thr at around 220pm.. so little ppl came.. onli 9 to be exact.. haha.. did not do anything.. except yakking awy.. lolx.. haha.. so i went home at 330.. hahaha.. when i reached home..bath and stuff and went to tampiness ler. together with my parents walk around tampiness mall ....... mom bought her Estee Lauder cosmetics. she bought eyeshawdow and foundation and it cost her $120!!!!!!!!! my god... hais.... lolx.... she bought morning moisturiser for me somemore! lame.. if not it would be cheaper lorhx... she forced me to useee!!! omg omg omg... !! anyway.. we 4 walk to SAFRA.. took us .. hmm... 10 mins? lolx.. reached thr.. meet up with my uncles.. aunties.. cousins.. grandparents.. ahh.. hehe.. and had international buffet lor.. eat until very full ooo.. hahaha...

we slacked at the bowling alley for a moment.. the cuz tot of watching late night movie together.. but.. somehow it was cancelled.. lolx.. all the 20 person came to my house after the slacking thing .. haha.. talk... and watch van helsing.. ahh.. haha.. heee.. i played with my baby cousin hazel ..o.o.. she very cute leiiiii.. hahaa.. =) .. and they left at 1150pm.. haha.. im so tired now.. >.< .. tml might be going gym ler.. wahahaha!!! =p

haha.. im too lazee to write abt yesterdae stuff.. so tired ler.......................................... N I G H T S !

bussssseeeeee

2004-11-13T00:25:00.000-08:00
its 12.25 am now.. . just bath >.< .. hehez..

this morning woke up at 630.. bath and stuff.. came online to check my results.. bt e server was down.. hais.. haha.. then went to work lo.. meet zt and xy at je mrt control station.. hehe..first time zt working with us... and its so slack for her lo... hahaha.. for us also la.. coz todae customer not much.. so abit slack ooo.. haha.. tml its a sat.. aye.. confirm alot of parents come and buy de lohx.. hmm.. tot of going off earlier at 3 so can meet cl and noorin at the je mrt for e concert.. but anuty bee eng let us off at 1 .. coz.. not much costomer lohx.. so went to bugis with xy and zt to hab lunch ... after tt took neoprints .. haha.. and went home ler..

ahh.. haha.. first think i did was to check my results when i reach home... so its...

Business statistics---- A
Computing & Information Processing ---- B+
Introduction To Financial Accounting ---- B
Life Management Skills----B
Microeconomics---- B+
Oral Communication---- B

Total : 3.3636 / 4

is this good? haha.. dunno la.. but ill try hard nex sem .. =) econs can get B+ .. i happy lo.. cause e koh poh tee say.. average a student can get is ... C or D... then if get A or B is very nan de ... hmm.. hehe.. i got it!!! weeeeee ... kinda hard work paid off.. =/ well, over liao.. who cares oo.. =)

after checking results went for the concert ler.. haha.. im very tired now.. shall continue tml.. there's alot of things i wanna add.. but shall do it.. tml...

tml buzee day... = work ---> dance ---> whole family outingggg... -.-"

hahahaaaaaa......................... -gone to sleep-

-yanz-

hee

2004-11-11T06:16:00.000-08:00
somehow i cant type things in my tagboard. haha.i wonder how sue did it..

well gurl (sue), miss ya! keep in touch =)

hmm.. kinda busy this few days with my work... usual stuff la.. pack books blar.. mr poh this yr cut stuff.. so always me xy and jimmy working onli.. and we sorta cover everyone's work? .. been packin like mad for the past 2 days eh? and tml will be packing and selling!!! wee.. love selling.. BOOKS.. not uniform... well, xy love tt uniform job!.. i hate it!!! eeee... thinking of must fold the clothes back if customer dun want... make me wanna faint ! hahaha..

after working tml.. hmm.. gotta attend a performance at kallang theatre with my dance troupe.. heez.. dunno if i should go thr str aft work or.. go home first? ... but.. workplace is at kallang... then.. go back jurong? .. then go back kallang? hahahahaa... how how how!!!??? bleahx... can someone drive a evo and fetch me to and fro? *grins*.. jk laaaaaaaaaaaa....

k then... hee.. blog tml or mayb sat? .. haha.. sry peeps ill keep updating frequently oo... x.O .. hehez... and.. tt tagboard of minee.... how ahh? .. hahaha.. free then ill look into it... =)

hey yo hey yo hey!

2004-11-08T02:08:00.000-08:00
its monday.. ahh.. left about 3weeks + before going back to school ler.... heee...

todae woke up at 10+ meet zt at 11 .. and we went swimming.. we was walking to je swimming pool when i suddenly remembered tt monday je swimming pool onli open at 2.30! haha.. then we went to bb de... called xy .. poor her.. she is almost reaching je de ler.. haha.. so she took a train back to bb.. me and zt walk to west mall and meet xy.. xy had her kfc... me and zt seat there and see her eat lorhx.. after tt walk to e swimming pool.. and swim........... todae swim kinda long.. swim and swim.. kinda alot of laps todae... =) .. hahaha.. after tt 230 we went to wash up .... went to westmall to hab out lunch.. walk around.. went to the library... haha... borrowed books.. heee.. went back aft tt... before tt me and zt went to imm to pay my hp bill.. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... im so tired now.. -.-" ... im so tired.. aw asked me to go sentosa tml... should i? haha.. but mayb ill be working.. heee.. xy will call poh tonight.. and .. tonight then say ba.. but im already so tan... if continue.. hahaaaa... no difference frm ah bo neh liao.. -.-"

hmm.. will be posting sentosa pics and zt bday pics soon... =)

haha..

2004-11-07T06:26:00.000-08:00
hmmz. yesterdae had dinner at home coz my mom cooked. went to imm with my bro cause i was damn bored. my grandma came along. after tt went home. tot of downloading maple.. but its so long.. i gave up hafway and went to sleep. =)

this morning went to imm for mac breakfast with xy, zt and my bro. haha. i bought e black kitty ler! i left e white one!! its sold out. arghhh.. where got sell? i left tt one onli.. ppl tell me kiez? =) hmm.. after eatin walked around.. and went home ler..

meet zt at around 3.. we went swimming together with my brother. haha.. went to je de.. first time.. =x .. haaha.. always go je de.. is go gym onli.. now go swimming.. quite crowded.. hahaha.. we went to swim laps at the olypic pool.. after tt we 3 went to e wave pool.. waited quite long before e wave come! hahaha.. fun =) .. around 5+ we went back... my bro and zt had ice cream.. heh.. i see nia.. haha.. ren!!!! after tt went to the hawker.. my brother had satay bee hoon.. and i just drink watermelon juice.. wahahaz.. haha.. we ran for e 333 bus.. -.-"

reached home.. slack for awhile.. had dinner.. mummy went to funeral wake.. me and my bro went to imm again.. ahhh.. being at home is so sian!!!!.. then.. haha.. we went to had desserts.. we shared the ice cream brownie.. and my brother had sweet potato soup.. -.-" .. sinful indulgence!!!! gotta exercise to loose the calories frm the ice creamm!!! hahaha..

well, tml might be going gym ler.. haha.. then confirm going swimming with zt and xy tml... wee.. =) .. shall stop here.. blog tml .. =) ..

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2004-11-06T01:40:00.000-08:00
hmm.. went to sentosa with my poly classmates yesterdae. =)

took 188 to harbour front.. bought some chips frm cheers. and went to e mrt station to meet e rest... saw jas, sx, siti and jx.. and we waited for e rest to come.. haha.. we played "dai di" on the floor while waiting.. haha.. so ps.. so many ppl walk pass us and keep lookin at as .. haha.. like some illegal gambling den like this.. ha..

when all had arrived we took e bus.. then went to silso beach.. place e mat everything.. and.. haha.. we went to play in e water.. played monkey and stuff.. haha.. was fun .. =) ... after which ... we left at around 5+ ... we bathed... poor wei hong - e onli guy who came .. had to wait an hour for all e gurls to be done with their bathing.. lolx..=x ...

hmm... we went to harbour front after tt.. we tot of habin dinner at sakae sushi.. but.. the rest said its ex.. so we settled at pasta mania... by tt time... onli left me.. hui xia.. pearlyn.. ke wei and jas... coz.. wei hong went for his dancin class... jx went for her cca at school... sx had to go home early..siti had to go home and break fast with her family... so we ate lor... so full.. haha.. after tt hui xia and pearlyn went home.. left me jas and wei.. we went to walked around......... wei left first coz she went to her other friend house.. so me and jas.. went to slack.. haha..

hm... around 7+ took 188 back.. reached home at 8+ ... heee.. watched tee bee.. haha.. at 10 pm.. went to meet ai wee downstairs... together with my brother and my cousin... we 4 went to westmall and watch e doll master.. =) .. we 4 walked frm our house to westmall.. -.-".. tok and tok on e way lor... reached westmall.. bought tix and stuff.. went in for e show.. hee.. e show .. niceee! its scary when watching.. me and aw keep covering out eyes with our hands.. hahahaha!.. then my brother keep disturbing me... =x.. haha.. but after the show.. think over.. actually not so scary? hahaha.. but its a very nice show.. its a 4.5 / 5!!!! weeeee.. lolx.. we walked out of westmall.. its 1am.. and its rainingggg.. so we couldnt go home.. we went to e kopitiam there.. my bro and my cuz had desserts.. me and aw see em eat lor... when they et finish.. its still raining.. hahaa... then we walk walk.. went to seven 11 ... my bro and cuz wanner buy alcoholic drinks.. but the store say e new rule.. tt. after 12 mid night cannort sell? then .. we walked to cheers.. and they bought lor.. we slacked at home coffeeshop.. they drink.. and we 4 played "dai dee" hahaha.. around 2+ we went home... walked back homee.. reached home.. think its 3 am liao.. hahaaaa.. im dead tired....

came online for a moment.. then.. i went to sleep ler.. heee.. just came back frm dance.. ahhh.. my legs seems to be over worked these few days.. haha.. hmm.. i feel like swimming tml...!!!!! =)

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hais.. realise tt everyone has flaws? wht can i doo?? hais.. close on eyes? sometimes.. im just too sensitive i guess.. think too much in wht ppl say.. causing myself to be upset or very pek chek.. but.. luckily i got to noe wei.. hahaha.. cause whenever i feel in this way.. i tell wei.. she say dun think so much.. go in .. come out can ler.. hahaha.. then.. sometimes i think its a good thing lor..

but then.. its like so -.-" ... hahaha.. frankly speaking.. i dunno wht im tokin abt.. im just sprouting nonsense... hahaha.. aaaaahhhh.........

i hate ppl who is:
-so niao abt money
-hab so many comments but dun put in e action
-boast and boast... seems like they everything also try or do before liao..
- act big... haha.. like. im ur senior.. i must listen to me!!

hais.. dunno la.. just feel tt everyone is so fussy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lolx

2004-11-04T17:16:00.000-08:00
i finally get to update my bloggy! =) was kinda buzee this few days. ahh, where ive stopped until okay.. it was tuess...

tue:
hmm, as stated, i went to westmall and had lunch with xy. and we met alot of people. there was ai wee, pei sean, my father, my grandmother, xy's/manda's/wee leong's friend-alvin(haha, alot of links right?) , some other ex-hy ppl la. haha. zt came down and find us afterwhich we went to get manda's prezzie. haha. hmm, went home around 3+ .. it was raining la.. hais.. just when i get down frm 188.. i saw jas, christ, ah tong. hahaha. they were crossing the road to myside, i was crossin to e other side? hhaa.. they are going to ah tong's house.. heeeeeee. went home i think i slacked my day by playin gb ba.. haha..

wed:
went for tt paper . aft tt went swimming with xy at bb swimming complex. zt joined us after she went to school. haha. we get off e pool at around 2+ and its a blessing cause it was raining cats and dogs after tt. haha.. while, we walked towards the bustop.. me and zt was screaming haha.. cause we keep seeing the lightning.. it was damn scary!!!! haha... anyway we took 187 and we went off to jp.. had lunch.. and shop around.. before they went home and i went for my dance.. took 154... its a long journey.. slept in e bus.. so comfortable.. haha.. dun even feel like gettin down frm the bus.. haha... aft as usual la.. had dance.. went home feeling so tired.....=/

thur:
its zt bday.. happy bday girl.. =) .. meet up with zt at 8.. we went bb to swim.. hahaha.. omg.. then swim laps... ahhh... so tired... hahaha... zt is stressing me up with swimming.. lolx.. we reached home at 10+.. bathe.. and meet up again.. we went to dover mrt to meet xy and aw.. and we took 105 to town... first we went to kbox.. sing and sing.. then went to taka's coffee club.. then walk around there before going to far east.... xy left... then we 3 went to hab ah kun kaya.. haha.. e half boil eggs is nice !!! the egg is so big!! lolx... after tt ai wee left... then me and zt went to esplanade.. haha.. the night view very nice!! took pics.. haha..went to the library wanna find a vcd.. but its out on loan... hais... anyway.. we walk over to e merlion there.. haha.. alot of tourist.. slack there alil.. before we went back... we took a small walk at raffles shopping center.. before taking the train home... =)

fri:
haha.. i just woke up.. =) .. going to sentosa soon.. ill talk abt it later ba..=) winks..

omg..

2004-11-01T19:43:00.000-08:00
hmm. yesterdae woke up at 11+ went to school after tt. noorin wanted to have dance practice. hahaha, thanks god im spared frm the couple dancing. -.-" haha. the body contact is alot lor. haha. and somemore. im too heavy for anyone to carry la hor? hahaha. yesterdae chin ling, noorin, jeremy and wilson was there. haha. they did e couple dance and i watched lor. keep helping them to restart e music and stuff. haha. after tt, noorin teached us the hip hop dance. again.... there all so much shakes in it.. -.-" haha.. no choice gotta learn. haha. went home at 4.

reached home. hmm. spend my time online. and reading e book - "rich dad poor dad" its really a nice book . dunno why xy say its boring.. lolx.. aft readin it im gonna get e rich dad poor dad for e teens.. weeeeeee! lolx... hmm... tt's abt all ba.. went down of dinner all that.. blar blar..

hmm.. going to meet xy at westmall for lunch ler.............................. haha............... mayb ill get my butt moving after a game of GB!...-gone-

confused seh...

2004-10-31T01:40:00.000-08:00
im so so so tired now. im legs are sorta aching. (expected) cuz, yesterdae went for work and aft tt dance, and in dance we need lotsa stretching. haha. dance.. aye. im scared of norrin! i mean it! u guys should look at e dance steps she gonna teach us - e hip hop / couple dance ... they are torturing!! -.-" lol. anyway haha.. let's see how it goes.. aye?

this morning woke up quite early when to bukit timah cc there to help my mother and aunty to sell my ah gong stuff.. cause got some sort of fun fair there... me and my cousin sorta help up.. haha... and we went to play all e games there ..and got back alot of lame prezzies! ( thanks to me and my cuz good aiming! wahaha) haha.. did hanna art there for 5 bucks! (cheap) .. there got some performance.. all china ppl perform de.. then got one girl dance the "handkerchief dance"i think our dance group de much better baa... then later got one woman sing "hao ri zi" omg.. i hear liao.. haha.legs abit itchy want to dance!!!!!! lol.... why so many things associated with dance de.. lolx... then like dat lor.. half a day slack there... had lunch at the small restaurant there.. e fried rice.....-.-" .. haha.. reached home around 2+ ... then went to meet xy at imm... and... buy someone's bday present lor... hahaha.. then went home ler.. (my brother being a kpo followed too) wahaha..

hmm.. im really gonna save!!!!!!!!!!!!!
reasons:
1) go to england before 30 which includes (paris, london, many more la) my dance senior just went there with her bf... so *xian mu* hahaha...
2)christmas is coming!!!!!! (presents..sianz)
3)for future la.. i need to save!!! cannort spend and spend!!! =)

haha.. i will learn to curb my expenses... =) heh heh... im considering to continue my ballet ahhh...... hahaha...... grade 7 and 8 ... but dunno if i should..? and i dunno if i should go to SDT,DA or SBA.... but all 3 needs audition to go in !!!!!! im sure to fail it.... they hab high standards mannnn......... hais......... my passion for dance is increasing .... then i also dun want to neglect my studiesssss........ -.-" .... let's see how it goes.. lol..

so tired nw..................... hais................. yawn....................

well well..

2004-10-30T04:10:00.000-07:00
hmmm. im back to blog again. i did write an entry for thursday but somehow my layout and e entry sort of become "bongas"? haha..

yep. so i shall start frm thurs i guess.

THURS:
i was at home e whole day! believe it? *dotz* woke up at dunno wht time. i guess its 1pm or 2pm already.. had bread for breakfast cum lunch? haha. then slack infront of the computer for e whole day. played gunbound. -.-" oh! i did pack my room. i actually take a wet cloth and a pail of water and actually wipe all e dust . wahahahaz. see im finally doing something. changed my bedsheet and stuff la. haha. at night. nothing much i guess. helped my mom to cook and off i went to played gb again. i played with ming leong!! and i won!! i actually win him! not just one round but a couple of rounds! heee .. *glad* lol...

FRI:
woke up at 10 . had breakfast with my mother. my mom took a day off. and we head down to orchard. man, it was a tiring day. -.-" my mother went frm stores and stores. shoppin centers to shopping centres. and see spend like alot? she bought alot of clothes. haha. most of my time was helping her to choose clothes and to stay in the fitting rm and see her in all sorts of dress! haha. anyway, i did bought a skirt. and er.. b** ? lolx.. =/ .. hmm.. girls!! u all should go to wisma atria.. there's a shop beside bread talk.. called (forever 21) .. gosh! their clothes are wonderful..its as good as topshop!! really, and e pricing guess its quite reasonable.. they have wonderful belts there too!! woOo! hehe. yepp... left orchard at onli 7+ took 105.. all e way back to imm .. meet my father.. had dinner and we went home. when we reached home! i shall an army back at e gate! my brother is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! but his person is not there? haha. so we carried all his stuff in and wait for him to come back lorhx.. and he came back while i was bathing..=) hehe.. so... tt's it for friday!

SAT:
which is today..? lol.. woke up at 610am.. bath and stuff and went to meet manda and xy at JE mrt control... haha.. aft tt went to toa payoh and work lor.. saw uncle siew and uncle poh.. auntie bee eng.. jackson.. jimmy.. wen hao.. joanne.. and somemore others .. haha.. quite happy to see em!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!! esp.. uncle siew and antie bee eng.. uncle siew= as usual still craping lame jokes.. haha... i still remembered when i started working last yr.. i tot he was a very fierce guy... but haha.. dun think so when i went to new town to work.. =x.. haha.. reached there.. abit late.. then they all taking all e books out liao.. haha.. then me and manda incharge of assesments and book covers.. e book covers are much much easier to handle then last yr.. i still remembered how me and jun hao and xinyi packed e loose book covers.. lol.. since now they are ready pack.. hehe.. easy job! .. e sales for e textbook and all quite good i guess cause all the packs are sold out? .. assesments? == lousy... haha.. p1 onli mah.. no need to do assessment de mah! hor? lol.. aft tt .. uncle siew was being "nice" and treat us eat fish porridge!.. lol.. haha.. anyway.. went off at 1+ .. i went back to np.. haha. didnt want to take e long way by train.. so i called jas.. and i decieded to take e mrt to ang mo kio and took 74 down.. its quite fast.. less than an hour. haha.. then reach dance.. dance and dance? lol.. and now im home.. going for dinner ler.. come bck and continue!!..=)

hao lei ...

2004-10-27T08:20:00.000-07:00
hmm.. had lunch with zt.. after tt came home.. had a game of GB.. and off i went to school for dance =) ..

hmm... reached around 5+ ba.. meet jas.. wei .. and chiu at the canteen.. eat... then i went for my dance ler.. and they.. think they go for band ? ..

hmm.. as usual la.. before dance..always will laze around in the dance rm de.. haha.. tok here and there.. teacher tok abt PP e stuff.. then after tt.. dance and dance and dance... learn new dance for AP de.. hmm.. its nice.. but abit diff.. cause i dunno how to shake my butt.. then me and chin ling keep luffin .. haha.. we celebrated amy jie de bday also.. hehe...

hmm... 9+ go home.. reached home.. 10+ .. i dunno why.. wasnt in my best of moond when i reached home.. my mother asked me any question.. i reply..."yes" "no" "dunno" haha.. then she quite fed up with me ... asked me wht happen.. i say nothing..? ... mayb im tired.. been like exercising the whole day.. and my butt hurts ... frm doing the stupid machine thing in e gymm.. haha... =/ ...

sian.. im abit tired of organising TA08 class outing.. everyone got different schedule.. then must i go and pei he all of you?! hais..

wee leong tml going malaysia ler.. haha.. take care leh.. dun get missing.. =x

sian... everyone at least get to go abroad.. me? at hm.. coz my brother is in NS.. -.-"
can't wait for 402 chalet....=)

just another day...

2004-10-26T22:43:00.000-07:00
hmm... slept quite early last night.. think its 1+ ba.. was chatting with ppl online and playing gunbound... haha.. -.-" ..

hais.. i had e dream again... its so stupid.. i dun even noe him then he keep appearing in my dream.. okay la.. not tt i dun noe him.. just like.. onli see each other in school.. haha.. if onli the dream is real .... then ill be really xin fu... he give me de gan jue like dao ming shii...*awwwwww*.... so sweet... (kai yan wake up!!!!!!) .. lolx ...

meet jas at 10 at her house bustop.. we went to jurong east sports complex.. hehe.. we went to the gym! haha.. hmm.. we work out there.. hmm.. nothing much happen la.. haha.. jas say like no effect? i dunno? haha.. anyway.. it feels much better to exercise...=) after tt we tot of going swimming .. but we went home..coz it was raining like nobody's business... hmm.. so i went home and jas went to sc's house.. hmm.. ahh... must jian fei!!! -.-" ..

reached home... on com.. (as usual) chatted.. played GB again .. n0w waiting for zt to fang xue.. then having lunch.. weee... i go and bath liao... or else ill be late when im suppose to meet her.. lolx... having dance in the evening !! yeahh!! abt 1 month nv dance liao... muscle all stiff liao .. hop tt i wont hab any muscle cramp ! >.< ... back to blog in the night worrr! take care... =)

btw ahh.. haha.. im nt attached.. lolx.. i noe i did say tt i was attached in my previous blog but.. tt one is to tell the person who tt leave unwanted tags in board tt im attached and pls dun fan me...? now tt the person is gone.. haha.. hmm... im single lor... haha.. =) its been 2.5 months liao... hmm... got advantage and disadvantage ba... but i think being single for a while more is better? haha... =) ................................................................................................ im going to miss the 9 oclock channel 8 show again... wei!!! if u see this.. erm... u noe wht to do ahh. tape it for me!! hehe.. *muacks*

hmm..

2004-10-26T02:05:00.000-07:00
weee.. im using my computer now and not my laptop ( which i usually do) haha.. cause the laptop usually takes a much faster time to set up then e com.. since now the holis are here... gotta let my computer do some work up eh? lolx.. haha... well, it feels nicer to type on my com e keyboard.. at least the feel / touch is there? wahahaz.. i also dunno wht i mean.. very well.. hmmz..

slept quite early last night .. 1am i guess..? woke up by bing wen's sms.. and pearlyn's sms.. haha.. then finally drag myself out of bed at 11+ i guess.... on my com ..... haha... tok to my class ppl in msn.. as usual.. crap alot.. haha.. but its kinda funny and fun eh? -.-" lolx.. after tt zt sms me.. say she suddenly want to watch movie liao.. but i told my mother say im nt going out? well, anyway... we went to jp and had lunch.. took the bus there .. can save on my ez link money i guess.. lolx.. waited for zt since i reached earlier.. i was standing at giodan0 / OP there.. then there this indian guy who is so unkept.. he is barefooted.. then holding a can of beer.. and suddenly in the middle there.. he keep like touching his shorts. adjusting it.. and he pull the front of his pants in front.. look inside his shorts...(GROSS!) .. and uses his shorts and fan inside? OMG.. like u noe.. pull up and let go tt type? my goddd...eeeeeeeeee!!! then he walk away.. my god.. then.. haha.. i told zt abt it she was so disgusted.. hhahaa.. anyway we went to pizza hut to hab lunch.. my god.. im so full now.. -.-" while eatin halfway ..my mother called.. haha.. asked where am i.. she complained tt im out these few days.. she asked me to go home and pack my cupboard.. or else e cupboard going to collapse liao... haha.. kua zhang..got so many clothes mehh ? . haha.. then xy called.. she she wanted to meet us.. to we meet her ? haha.. me and zt took the train to jurong east.. meet her at popular... and went to mac and get xy's lunch.. yeah!!! i got e no 8 kitty ler...=p.. i left with 2 more weeks.. lolx.. haha.. at mac.. zt wanna get the no 6.. then at the counter we keep saying 6 ..8 .. 6...8 .. haha.. i won!!! lolx.. lame... haha... cause onli got one EVM... then can buy one onli... -.-" .. after tt we saw 105...... and we ran for it.. my god.. 3 siao zha bo running for e bus.. lolx.. board e bus.. then... xy say" really gotta eat outside before entering ur house ahh" haha.. cause xy bought e beef de.. then my house.. bai shen.. cannort eat beef inside e house... haha... then in e end.. they went to zt house.. lolx.. came home.. online again.. wht else.. played afew online games with wei.. and every game i LOST... my god.. i think im very lan in games... everytime lose deeee...-.-"

hmm.... now...... nothing to do ler..... sian.. i miss twice of the 9oclock show ler.. howw?? haha.. aiya.. hmm.. well... come back and blog later ba... =)

0.o

2004-10-25T08:52:00.000-07:00
hmm... todae its a kinda long day for me eh? =) ... woke up at 10.. prepare to go to school for PP meeting.. reached school at 1052 lohx.. had the fishball tt ade bought for me ..after tt went for e meeting.. it ended quite fast .. 1245 end ler..lolx.. after tt went to clementi to meet wee leong.....

finally, he came .. haha.. finally like i waited so long? no la.. i was early ...=x .. haha.. then we set off to lavender and update his passport.. the procedere and everything was quite fast lorhx.. then after tt we went down to orchard.. went to .... hmm.. er... was heading to Taka.. and it rained... -.-". . so we seek shelter lorhx.. then went taka.. did we? oh.. i think we went to cine to get out tics.. decided to watch EXORCIST.... watch the 725 pm de.. then after tt we went back to taka to hab lunch.. had noodles... didnt eat finish.. also dunno why.. haha.. full i guess.. then walk around taka.. then heeren.. then.. hmmmm i forget liao? hmm.. went to paragon and had starbucks.. haha.. tok and tok again lor.. .. after tt we went back to cineleisure.. sit at the seats there and talk and talk until the show starting soon we went in lorhx.. the show ahh.. hahaha.. hmm.. i give 3/5 onli? haha... er... i dunno why leh?.. nt in depth enough? hahaha.. hmm..after tt we walk along orchard... blar blar blar.. tok and tok lor... just make me think of him.. cause we were talkin abt our ex? ..bleahx.. i realise it is good tht me and yurihan is over.. =) ... hahaha.. like so bad right.. after tt... around 10 took train home.....................he sent me home.. blar blar.. haha.. and ta dah.. im here..

im so dead tired............................... off to ZzzZZz ler.. =)

ya dah..

2004-10-24T04:26:00.000-07:00
i wrote a very long entry just now.. in the early afternoon.. and guess wht?! it cant be saved..-.-" wei still ask me to write again.. my god.. haha.. no way i will.. just having this entry.. tt photos have been posted up already.. its at the links section.. u gotta scroll down.. =)

songs for recommendation..:

That's when i love you- Aslyn
Wu lu zhou de ren - zhang zhen yue

hais.. its another stupid raning sunday... im having no motivation in me... just feel like taking one pile of vcd and watch till the dawn ... hais... but its so not enriching.. perharps reading a book will do? im bookless.... haven been to the library.. wht should i do?.... yawwwwnnnn..... =/

dunno wht to put as title...lolx

2004-10-23T06:53:00.000-07:00
ppl, u all should watch oujia board. i give it 4 stars out of 5 . haha. hmm.. went to westmall with aiwee just now. we went to buy the tix. following by tt .. had such small snacks before going to the cinema.....

there is like onli 8 ppl in the cinema.. scary.. haha.. the show is really frightening!!! haha.. i keep sticking close to ai wee.. haha.. pulling her jacket too.. lolx.. its scary but its nice.. really must see ahhh!!.. after e show.. we walked around westmall.. wanted to buy a pair of shoes but.. nothing seems nice.. lolx... so we went to e basement.. bought a packet of cookies.. we had a difficult time choosing wht flavour cookies we want.. all seems so yum yum!haha.. and we settled with raisins cookies... *grins*.. sorta early... so we went to jp.. walked around.. to look for a pair of shoes ... hmm.. finally bought it frm ice lemon tea.. =)

we went for dinner at the food court.. hmm... went to buy drinks and off we go.... to the interchange and took 187 home.. haha... the duration was onli 15 mins frm jp to our house.. tt's real fast.. lolx.. then walked home with ai wee... and im home.... tml's public performace meeting is cancelled.. meansssssss i got more time to see my brotherrrrr!!! weeeee!!! toking abt my brother... wee leong does noe my brother... *dot dot*... my brother was somehow his senior in ncc.. -.-" .. haha.. anyway.. haha.. NT MY PROBLEM.. =x .. jk la..

hmm... ill soon post up all e pics soonnnn! =) ..

-signed off ... yanz...

ahhh...

2004-10-22T23:05:00.000-07:00
hmm. wei and jas and e group of band members are at sentosa now. stupid. im suppose to help my grandfather tml and nt todae. i told wei and jas tt i cant go bacause i gotta help my grandfather.. stupid me.. i got the dates wrong and now im deprived of going to my long wait ddream... sentosa tt is.. (as if) haha.. hope they have a great time there.

slept at around 1+ last night and onli to wake up at 11+ .. haha.. life now is so relaxing.. thinking back .. few weeks ago.. was muggin really hard for my paper.. everyday sleep at 2+ or 3+ and wake up at 8 just to studee.. well, hope e results go real well..=) at least i dun feel guilty enjoying myself now.wahahaz. *grins* okay.. was woken up by lotsa of sms. haha. suppose to go gym todae but i woke up late.. and jas had to go church i think at 2 so cancelled. =x well, there's still other day. yi yi msged me. tml there's the public performance meeting -hais- haha. no choice im in e committee so i must go. so tml after helping my ah gong gotta rush down to school. hehe. its alright. other sms was frm tt someone. haha. and yi yi msged me again.. telling me tt dance will start next week and not onli 27 nov. gotta practice of public performance i guess.. =) and i dunno why, ive been using my hp alot! haha. diaoz. anyway..

did some housework and tt is to vacuum my room and my brother's. its 2.13 and i haven eaten anything since last night. dun feel hungry.. haha.. its going to rain. and i im dreading over it. i hate it when it rains.. it means no swimming for me. hais. anyway.. will be going out later with ai wee!! yeah.. going to catch oujia. called zt and she wil be having her friends over to her house so she cant make it.. and.. haha.. zt is afriad of scarcy movies. lolx. she will get tt pack or popcorns or nachos and cover her eyes haha.. mom going for bbq with her friends later... dad? haha.. he will be sending my mom over and.. he say he's going back to work.. and ask me to follow him and study?!!! STUDY?!! dad, my exam is over yesterdae!!! haha.. no way im going to touch books so soon... mom and dad ask me to start on next sem's work.. but.. i dun even hab e notes.. the textbook. and its all total different module.. -.-" haha. i wana buy some self improvemnt books to read.. books like.."how to manage ur finacial expense" yesterdae past buy MPH with jas tt time saw the "rich dad poor dad" been wanting to read tt but no time.. i shall do it this holis!!

well, cant wait for my brother to come home tml morning but i doubt i will be able to see him for long.. its like ill be busy with my grandfather there.. then my meeting.. i bet by the time i reached home.. he's going back.. *hais* ..

ill be working at uncle poh and siew there again this holis starting 30 oct. will be at st andrew's pri first... gotta sell those textbook during e p1 orientation.. cant wait to see jun hao.. they all .. jun hao's Os is coming and he is still going over to help..-.-" my god... im for sure to say him when i see him!!!! lol...

p.s .. ive changed my skin... yeah! haha..coz exams are over.. time is on myside now.. lolx.. and ppl link me up... ya.. u can link me up now...=) abt tt bitch let's not care abt her..=)

-signed off...yanz

finally...=)

2004-10-22T08:28:00.000-07:00
hmm... had a rough night yesterday, had this huge argument between tt "perfect, wonderful couple" .. whteva is it.. i wont give a shit to yurihan anymore.. not even friend. ppl like him arent worth to be friends at least..

hmm.. slept at around 2 last night without finishing studying my accounts. =x . so untypical of me. i would be very anxious and frustated if i nv finish studying before the exams and will make an effort to wake up early to complete. but.. eyeee.. dun wht's got into me.. mayb exams will be over soon by then and i was having no mood at all? haha. anyway.. i manage to do my accounts paper..=) .. complete it at least.. exam was at the convention hall todae.. i was damn cold. i didnt brin gmy jacket. argh! my stomach wasnt feeling. it feels like it can burst out anytime and my stomach was like having those stitches feeling.. like needles poking everywhere , it was so bad i didn even bothered to check my paper. argh. and one thing i wana say out.. lecturers should be banned frm wearing those high heels shoe! .. god!.. there's this females lecturer who keep pacing abt in the convention hall.. and it goes.."click clack click clack" its irriting.. i glared at her.. u should look at the smugged face on her... its like she so inconsiderate.. and her mouth cant stop toking.. goddness, i was sitting somewhere at the front and she keep blarbbering to another teacher... maybe should teach lectures.. lectiquette... ? hahaha..whteva...

after exams i keep tellin wei and jas tt i need the toilet badly... haha.. so we went to my house.. haha.. once i reached home.. i cant control anymore... and wei is occupying my nice toilet! hahaa.. i keep shouting hahaha.. and ahhh... haha.. she is finally out... and i pushed her out.. and i rush in.... hahaha.. FINALLY.... lolx... took a bath after tt.. and then we 3 went to imm had lunch.. tot of swimming but.. someone la.. haha.. dun want to mention her in my blog onli .. =x.. haha... after eating ... we bought vcd and went back to my house.. wei wasnt feeling very well... and she kep vomiting into my mah tong.. hahaha... then 3+ her papa sent her home liao.. left me and jas watching the vcd... after tt i wash the mah tong.. srub it and put detergent.. haha.. not ur fault ah wei.. is i scared later my ma ma noe .. haha.. =x... then after tt went to meet the guys.... was early so me and jas went to city link to had a walk.. haha.. we finally bought andrew's bday present.. and we bought of class guys some cute lil stuff..=p.. its those glow in the dark sheep? lolx..

well, went up the train at 5+.. saw edmund haha..sat with him.. after tt .. when we get out of the train.. saw wei hong.. hahaha.. same train.. after tt meet the rest.. and yeahh!.. had steamboat.. lala.. then eat and eat and eat.. luff and luff and luff.. hahaha.. FUN! =)... aft tt went to archade... then ben and andrew came... jas left with them.. i cant go with them cause if nt will be home damn late.. so i stayed with the rest.. they continue playing.. haha.. went home took the same train as wei hong onli..haha.. tok and tok and tok.. reached JE... im alone.. haha.. then.. taaa dahh.. im home at 1130 pm.. =)

had a fun day !!! weee!!

here!

2004-10-20T20:32:00.000-07:00

this blog wont need any fancyful layout for the moment.
sorry guys, ive been like deleting my blog for numerous times. lolx. but its not because of me. its someone else. its siti jamaliah!.haha. does it sounds like. "its a bird. its a plane.its superman." well, she aint tt great to be superwoman thou.its disgracing to use her to compare with my macho superman.wahaha.
okay.why i deleted tt blog awy.
siti jamaliah, who is apparently yurihan's present stead. is accusing me of prying into her life.and my past. which is yurihan.god damn it. im totally piss off down here. u guys noe tt there is this thing call www. (ur prefered url) .mutiply.com thingy? whteva shit is it. yurihan apparently CAME UP AND CHATTED WITH ME IN MSN. i didnt even bother to tok to him. HE asked me WHO MY PRESENT STEAD is..isnt him the one want to know abt his past? well, then he asked me to check out his WWW.YURIHAN.MULTIPLY.COM. i went in. read his journal. read e comments. apparently some bitch arent happy somehow. thinking tt i WANT TO SNATCH her bf. guess wht. i dun give a DAMN ABT YURIHAN anymore. stop being unrealistic,bitch. i was being nice with u in my previous blogs entry and im nt ever going to be anymore. i dunno wht shit tt yurihan told u. he might be telling you tt i need him badly stuff like dat. u noe siti dear, I DUN NEED HIM. im happy BEING WITHOUT him. at least, i dun hab to pay for someone's meal whenever we go out. i dun hab to waste my breathe one stupid arguements with its so ridicule. I CAN SAVE MY MONEY ! .. wahahahaha. well, bitch, no one appreciate ur stupid bf as much as u do now. u both can go fly kite. i dun give a shit. understand? i dun give a shit. hahahaha.and pls, if u think tt i hab any intention to break u guys up.. haha.. i wont. EVEN WHEN IM DEAD.. i wont! so bitch stop all ur disgusting bitching around la. at last but not least, i knoe its u who leave those stupid tags in my previous blog.. ppl! its siti jamaliah who leave those tags in my blog! she is so childish to do tt. she is 20!! 3 yrs older than us. and yet she still do such think. haha my god. no wonder tt's where she is now (poly yr 1 -nursing). can't be bothered with.
anyway ppl. my blog url now is onli given to certain ppl onli.even u hab my blog url . dun link me up. unwanted ppl like siti jamaliah is not wanted here. wahahaha.